I could never understand why i'm like this
i dont want to disappoint my parents
but i am so lazy and stubborn
i want to be love
but i reject the idea of someone likening me
I smile and act as if i am the happiest person in the world
but i just don't want anyone to see my sadness
i like to be around so many people
but every time that I do i feel out of place
why am i like this?
help me understand
