50 Shades Of Gilinsky

Chapter Three - Get to know me before you judge me.

I thanked Jack for the ride as I ran up to our huge house. Even Jack gasped when he saw it. I unlocked the door and quickly ran up the stairs as quiet as possible. "Courtney" my mom then yelled from the kitchen which got me to the scream Fuck inside of my head. "Yes mom?" please don't be mad, please don't say that we need to talk, please don't say that I forgot to end the call. "How was you day?" Thank god. "Good, I met a lot of new friends" I answered as I continued up the stairs and turned the corner and walked against my new room. My brother's door then opened and his eyes directly went to my neck. "Nice hickey, I am going to kill him" he said and threw his water bottle up in the air so it flipped and landed in his hand again. "What?!" I yelled as I quickly ran to the bathroom and looked at my neck. As he said it was a hickey places on my neck, but how the hell did it get there? Jack's lips was on mine all the time. "You better not show dad or mom that, because they will kill you as I am going to kill Jack" my brother said again as he was leaning against the bathroom doorway. If I didn't mentioned it before, Me and my brother began in the same school. "How do you know who Jack is?" I asked as my eyes met his in the mirror. "Who doesn't know about him? He is the most popular guy of that school, the biggest player and have had sex with every single girl that goes to that school. So if he put his dick inside of you when you went with him after school today, I will personally shoot him in the head tomorrow" It was actually not weird to hear this information, it was something I expected to hear. The only thing that hurt a bit was that all this nice acting was fake, even my nickname Bambi, that he probably called every single girl he have been with. Even the fact that we maybe would have had sex in the car if my mom hadn't called scares me. Exactly like a teenage movie, so cliché. "Omg Cameron, do you actually think I would have sex with a guy that I met the same day?" Cameron didn't have the chance to answer as my dad stepped out from behind him. In panic I covered my hand over my neck and smiled nervously at him. "It's dinner" he said and smiled at us both. Cameron looked at me with a that was a close one look as I breathed out in relief. "I am not hungry thank you" I said as I went into my room before my dad had the possibility to say that I must eat. I threw myself on my king sized bed and looked out through the window. I sighed as I picked up my phone and went on Instagram. All my new friends had began follow me, so I quickly followed them all back. Michelle, Maggie, Ashley, Andrea, Stephanie, Nicole, Haley, Dylan, Justin, Kevin and all Jack's friends and Jack himself of course. I scrolled down my feed and a picture of Jack then showed up. My lips curved into a smile but it quickly faded when I saw all his comments and answers to them. I am no one special to him, no one special I tried to repeat in my head. I still liked his picture because why not, he is hot as fuck. In the next second a message popped up on my screen. "Saw that you liked my picture? Like what you are seeing Bambi? 😉" I clicked on the banner so I got to the text message and answered him. "You sure you send to the right person?" It felt kind of wrong to be so rude and mean to him, but I want to show him that I am not a person he can play with. "What do you mean Bambi?" He knew exactly what I meant, or I guess. "You know exactly what I mean, but I don't want to be a rude bitch, so I am going to tell you. I know you call every girl you have been with Bambi. I am not no one you can play with Jack, so don't try to make me feel special. Because I know you are faking it. So I just wondered if you really send to the right Bambi, because you have a lot of girls that liked that picture" before I could regret the message I pressed send and already began feeling bad for him. "Ouch that hurt. I have NEVER called a girl Bambi before and have never thought about it before. But when you got out from the principals office and I saw you for the first time, I tough you were a tough girl that wasn't scared for anything, a person that closed everyone out and so on. But before I began to judge I got to know you. You were so funny, so easy to talk with, but was sometimes little bit shy, exactly like Bambi. You are not afraid of trying some thing new. Because you know that the worse that can happen is to fail, exactly as when Bambi ran over that ice. That is why I began calling you Bambi. All I wanted to show you today was Nebraska's most beautiful view, but other stuff happened that I wasn't expecting. I didn't want to get in your pants, because you are the only girl in this school that doesn't act stupid and cute just to get my attention. You are the only girl I actually have as a friend because you are fucking different. But I thought you were a person that didn't listen to rumors and got to know the person before judging them. But now I know how wrong I was" as I read the message I began to tear up, no joke. I know how right he was, but I have been used before and I didn't want it to happen again. "I am so sorry Jack, it is just that I have been used before and I am scared of it to happen again, I am sorry" I really didn't want to lose him. "Save it" he quickly answered. What the fuck have I done. All this things that have happened in one day would normally happen in one month. All this is crazy. A boy have never written this kind of text message to me, and with that said, I knew I have to get him back.