Study Buddy// NamJin ( Slow updates)

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"There's nothing to talk about Joon I don't want to argue with Sunny in the house"- Jin mumbled while sitting on his and Namjoon's shared bed with his arms folded.

"She's asleep and I'm not trying to argue nor do I want to, I just feel like we ended our conversation from before on a bad note"- Namjoon sighed while leaning against the wall.

"That was more of an argument then a conversation Namjoon it really hurt that you think I would still try to cut myself I thought you trusted me more then that"- Jin sniffled while looking down at his wrist moving his thumb over the pale scars. "I'm happy with you and Sun-Hi I couldn't ask for anything more, sure I still haven't gotten my mind in the right place yet but I stopped cutting myself in high school sure I thought about it once when you were in the hospital but I forced myself not to do anything I just want you to trust me o-okay? That's all I-I ask"

Jin cried while saying this making Namjoon feel like the worst husband in the world as he quickly walked over and engulfed his lover in a tight hug as he wiped away his husbands tears before they could fall completely. "I'm so sorry baby, I didn't mean to hurt you"- The older said while kissing all over Jin's face and hugging him tightly until he got a smile out of him.

"I love you baby"

"I love you to joonie"

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Jin was currently getting sun-hi ready for school before seeing dark circles forming under the toddler eyes making him frown seeing as she would go to bed early enough and they had nap time at her preschool.
"Have you been staying past your bed time sunny?"- Jin asked softly as the toddler shook her head and yawned while nuzzling into Jin's chest falling back to sleep quite quickly he didn't bother waking her up as he carried her to his and Namjoon's room the older drying his hair from showering.

"Is she not going today?"- He asked quietly as Jin placed their daughter down in their bed

"I think shes sleep deprived Joon I'll call the school on my way to the store can you just stay with her until she wakes up please?

"You sure you don't want me to go shopping for you so you can stay with her?"- Namjoon asked softly as Jin just shook his head

"The last time I sent you shopping you came back with all the wrong stuff even though I gave you a detailed list"- Jin said softly while pecking his lovers lips then grabbing his wallet. "If she wakes up just make her some cereal, I'll be back in half an hour maybe less"

The brunette said this as he kissed his daughters cheek then quickly walked out.
Namjoon sighing as he scrolled through his phone for a while before seeing his daughter sit up and crawl over to him then lay on her fathers chest who just chuckled and pecked her head.

"You want some cereal?"- He asked as sunny rubbed her eyes and nodded as Namjoon stood and carried her downstairs and placed her on the counter while he got a bowl and poured the cereal in the bowl then put a little bit of milk since sunny wasn't a big fan of it. Before he felt a tug on his shirt namjoon seeing that she was pointing to the apples sitting on the counter. "You want it cut up?"- He asked as sunny nodded while eating her cereal. Namjoon placed her apples in her cereal bowl that she had just finished and carried the toddler into the living room and sat her on the couch as she ate her apples happily while watching Mickey Mouse.

Jin eventually walked through the front door with some bags in his hands as Namjoon quickly stood from the couch and took the bags from his husband sunny running over to him as he picked up the toddler who squeezed his cheeks making him chuckle before she began signing. Repeating the word sister over and over again making jin raise a brow.

"Who's sister sunny?"- He questioned as the toddler immediately pointed to herself "Y-You want a sister?"

The toddler nodded quickly at this as Jin looked over to Namjoon who was already looking at him. "Umm me and papa will talk about it okay?"- Jin said this softly while placing his daughter back on the floor who went back to the living room since sponge bob had just started.

"I didn't think she'd want a sibling this soon"- Jin whispered to his husband who just chuckled and scratched his head.

"I mean there's no harm in it we can always check out the orphanages just to see if we really wanna adopt a kid or just get her a dog"- Namjoon whispered as jin just nodded before sighing in slight defeat

"Although....I've been wanting another kid what if we go to a nearby orphanage?"

"Wait really? You want another one?"

"I've always wanted at least three kids but since I can't have anymore biological ones I've kinda been looking forward to adopting two more kids"

"Alright I guess we're adopting then"

"Wait really?"

"I mean why not? Can we get a dog though?"

Jin just chuckled at this while nodding. "You have to pick up the poop though"

"Deal"

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Jin and Namjoon were currently heading to a orphanage while sunny was at school. They got to the place and quickly walked inside being met by a nun who already knew who they were since they had to schedule an appointment ahead of time. They were shown around the orphanage then to the nursery where only about five babies were, Jin wasn't to sure if he wanted a baby though and not just another toddler so sunny could actually play with them. Jin looked around some more while Namjoon spoke with the nuns, before a little girl ran into Jin she was a little younger than sunny probably around one or two years old, the little girl just stared up at him for the longest time like she was studying him before raising her arms up making him confused

"Up! up!"

For some reason jin felt the urge to do whatever this toddler told him his maternal instincts told him this little girl was supposed to be his as he carried her over to Namjoon with a big grin on his face.

"She's perfect"

"Hm, ya know most people have to come back twice before deciding this is a first"

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