hi and goodbye

seven

hi.

i can't go a single day without something reminding me of you. did you know we coincidentally have the same type of hair spray, that weird gel spray stuff? did you know i haven't read one of my favorite books in forever because it reminds me that i was with you the first time you watched the movie? did you know that doing my makeup makes me think of that sunday you woke me up and did my makeup for me, with flawless eyeliner wings?

yeah, it's a blast. if i wasn't so mad, i think i'd probably cry everytime i remember you.

you still have my book series that you never could read because the main character had your ex-boyfriend's name. i hope you still have the beautiful sketchbook i gave you. if i was more artsy, i would have kept it for me. you still have pictures of me from that time your car broke down and we waited in that coffee shop. i've never even seen them. you always could make me look good somehow.

i really freaking miss you.

goodbye.