Prototype *Book3*

Chapter 17

'And I Aint To Proud To Tell You That I Cry Sometimes,

I Cry Sometimes About It.

And Girl I Know It Hurt But, If This World Was Perfect, Then We Can Make It Work, But I Doubt It.

Everything Happens For A Reason.

And People Change Like The Seasons.-'

'J. Cole - Lost Ones'

Tameka P.O.V

**3 Days Later*Wednsday**

I Cant Believe It.... He's Really Gone..

I Cant Stand The Thought That Our Priceless... Countless... Memories Are Forever Gone...

"WHY GOD. WHY HIM ??" I Tried To Stay Strong But He Was My World. Felt As If I Was A Babybird, Now Set To Be On My Own.. Alone; Unprotected.

I Admired His Deep Dimples, Brown Eyes, Sweet Light Skinn, His Perfect White Teeth, Beautiful Smile, And His Lovely Personality.

I Refuse To Forget The Countless Phones Calls We Had Til We Both Fell Asleep At 2 In The Morning. When I'd Cry And He'd Be There To Hold Me Telling Me It Would All Get Better. Or When He'd Hurt Himself Just To Make Me Laugh.

He Was The Best Thing To Ever Happen To Me.

I Cant Forget All The Memories We Spent Together Over The Past 9 Years. He Was A True Blessing...

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I Heard The Hostpital Door To My Room Open And Close."Hey Babyy.. You Okay ?" My Mom Walked In With Ayla With Flowers In Their Hands.

I Sat Up. "Yes.. Im Just Ready To Go Home Ma."

She Gave A Small Laugh And Smiled. "I Know How You Feel. We Ready For You To Come Home..." Then She Got Serious. "So... Poppi Fruneral Is In 3 Days.. This Saturday.. I Know Its So Soon; We All Feel That Way, But De'Sean And Danielle Wanted Just To Hurry And Get It Over With."

I Really Dint Want To Hear About This...

I Looked Up At Her In The Face. "Ma. I Understand You Trying To Fill Me In But Can I Get Some Non-Depressing News Please."

"You Can Leave Today !"

"YESSSSSS !!"

Jas'Ire P.O.V

*Saturday*

I Waited In Line Patiently With My Shades On To See The Body. One By One They Went Left And Right Back To Their Seats. Tears And Crys; Sniffles And Shaking Along The Way.

The Whole Family And Almost The Whole School Was Here In The Huge, Kinda Cramped Room.

Dani Was Loved By Everyone... Seemed As If Even The People He Ever Even Was In Presence With Was Here Too.

When It Was My Turn I Just Stared At The Lifeless Body.. I Dint Know If I Should Cry Or Not. All I Could Feel Was Hatred. I Knew It Was Jhalil.... It Had To Be.

My Face Got Hot And Started Burning Red. "Excuse Me But Others Are Waiting." The Young Usher Stated. I Know He Was Just Trying To Get Me To Move Along Before The Service Time Ran Out, But Its Like He Pushed On The Fact That This Would Be My Last Moment Seeing My Cousin... I Turned Right And Went To My Seat Before I Said The Wrong Thing In The Wrong Place.

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Everybody Got A Chance To See And Finish Looking At The Body, The Pastor Said His Speech And Prayers. And Then Baby J Came Up.

Baby J Is Our Little Cousin Jamee From Newyork. She's About 13 Now.

The Music Started And She Waited, Then Began.

"I Wanna Leave, My Footprints, On The Sand Of Time.

I Aint Know There Was Something That; Something That, I Left Behind.

When I Leave This World, I Leave No Regrets. I Leave Something To Remember, So They Wont Forget.

I Was Here.

I Lived, I Loved.

I Was Here.

I Did, I'v Done.

Everything That I Wanted, But It Was More Than I Thought It Would Be.

I Will Leave My Mind, So Everyone Knows, I Was Here." She Went On And Sung 'Beyonce - I Was Here'

I Stayed Still. Looked Straight. And Dint Blink.

Nothing.

Just Listening.

I Bet I Was Better Than The Military Soildiers At This Moment.

Then One Tear Slipped From My Eye... It Fell On The Lends Of My Shades So I Took Them Off And Whipped The Single Tear With The Bottem Rim Of My Dress.

It Was Like The Shades Kept My Cool, Cause Before I Knew It Hot Tears Where Pouring Out My Eyes Running Down My Red Face.

"Its Okay Mama." My Mother Whispered While Craddleing Me.

"NO IT AINT MAMA AND YOU KNOW IT." I Snapped Back.

I Dint Mean To Sound So Harsh But Nothing Sits Right When Your At A Fruneral For Someone Who You Cared For And They Truly Cared Back.

Dani Was My Fucking Cousin, My Brother, My Bestfriend.

My Dawg Gone Now Cause A Bitch Wants To Be Petty.

I Feel So Much Hatred For That Stupid Girl That Its Crazy For Anyone To Bottle Up This Much Hate.

But ITS ALL GOOD. Let Me Catch Even A Glimps Of That Hoe. Imma Run Up And Murder That Bitch.

No If's, And's, Or But's About It. End Of Conversation. -__-

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"How Do I, Say Goodbye

To What We Had.

The Good Times That Made Us Laugh.

I Wave Em Bye.

I Thought We Get, To See Forever.

But Forever's Gone Away.

Its So Hard, To Say Goodbye, To Yesterday-"

We Where Now At The Graveyard And Ayla Sung 'Boyz II Men - Its So Hard To Say Goodbye' While Everyone Dropped The White Roses In The Pit Where They Where Lowering His Closed Casket.

When She Finished She Had Tears Falling From Her Eyes Then The Immediate Family, Which Was The Closest To Him A.k.A The Squad, Aunty Dai, Uncle Quan, Aunty Dani, Uncle Sean, My Mom And Dad, And Twins Mom, Dropped Our Red Roses Last.

The Pastor Said One Last Prayer And We Started To Head For Our Cars.

I Just Cant Believe It Man....