SIBLING ZONE, EUNSANG ✔️

14

we arrived at the hotel and we immediately unpacked everything at our rooms, once we did everything, me and jungmo decided to go outside.

he was wearing a black polo shortsleeves, with black pants and i can't seem to stop staring at him. he is really.. tall..

"stop staring at me, i might melt." jungmo teased me.

we were walking at the streets, and there are so many people i almost lost jungmo.

jungmo looked at me and held my hands, "in that case you wouldn't get lost."

i can't think about anything but just went and stare at our hands intertwined while walking.

it somehow reminds me about eunsang.. which, i should not think about.

"i'm hungry, i want churros ." i whined.

jungmo chuckled, "hey, we just ate! plus the line is too long!"

"but it smells so nice!"

"alright just sit over there by the side and i'll grab us some snacks." jungmo said

"uh, i'll come." i said, as shyness creeps over my veins

"no just stay there, the waiting line is too long.. go and rest for a bit." jungmo smiled and patted my head before he went to stand in the line.

i remembered everything— when i haven't confessed to eunsang yet. it was really fun..

guess i took it as a joke when everyone told me to never fall in love with your bestfriend.

i decided to check his messages to me..

eunsang
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eunsang:
hello minji

eunsang:
i know we dont talk anymore

eunsang:
but i really really wished you would let
me send you cheers and luck to your
competition

eunsang:
such a bummer...

eunsang:
anyways, i hope you have fun with jungmo
there with your competition together

eunsang;
i know this is a pressure to you— to be carrying
our school, our country..

eunsang;
if you have any doubts, fear or anything

eunsang;
just.. talk to me okay?

eunsang;
hope we get to talk again like we used to
before, i have a lot of things to say.

eunsang;
ignore this or else you'll not win

me;
uh.

eunsang:
oH Minji!

me:
thanks for the luck.
you too.

eunsang:
why do you talk so cold to me

eunsang;
please minji..

me:
:) bye gtg

i sighed and closed my phone.

"i hate you eunsang why can't i ignore you?"

to be honest, my feelings for eunsang is slowly, fading away, and to think that jungmo's been there since those days i've been feeling so down just made me feel a little better.

i waited for jungmo to come and once he did, i asked him questions i could not answer

"jungmo."

"yes?" he asked while preparing the churros, "i'll feed you."

i agreed and took a bite off the churro.

"anyways what was your question?"

"should i go talk to eunsang? after the whole situation happened?"

jungmo stopped for a bit before talking, "uhm, he's still your best friend after all. you shouldn't cut off your friendship just because of that certain situation.."

it made sense to me now..

"besides, you know you really moved on from someone when you learned to forgive."

"but i'm just scared— what if i fall again?"

"then i'd be your crying shoulder. cheer up, minji."

eunsang
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me:
hey eunsang.. wanna talk for a sec?

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nae majimak love
btw seokhwa was live yesterday uwu he looks so cute