A New Feel

Chapter 14

KAMYAH p.o.v
We had been home for three days and I missed Jamaica already. Kayden and I stayed by each other's side since then I was either at her place or she was with granny and I. Jazz, Quintin, and the baby had moved in for a while since Quintins place got robbed. Greg has took Ameelah to a hotel and that's where they stayed. I was getting more and more close to Kayden I practically knew everything about her. I really wanted to meet her family the way she had met mine just to know what she meant by " being with us taught her the true value of family".
-"baby, what's the move for today?"
Kayden-"what ever you wanna do love"
-" can I meet you family😁?"
Kayden-"😂.... your serious?"
-"yes I wanna meet your family"
Kayden-" my family lives all the way in Mississippi"
-"ok I'm ready for another trip let's go"
Kayden-"shit ok your With is my command but I'm telling you don't expect nun spiffy or good"
-"YAAAAY" I said running to her and kissing her "I can't wait". Although I was nervous about what she said I was actually glad she decided to let me. This was the last chapter to her opening up and I couldn't wait.
Two Days later
KAYDEN p.o.v
Kamyah am so packed up to go meet my "family" I was really hoping she'd either change her mind or my ppl changed the way they acted. My childhood sucked and my family sucked and the one person I did trust turned on me. We put everything into my car and started driving and listening to music.
Kamyah-"So What was your dad like when he was out of jail😁" she said as she turned to me"
-"abusive, he was very abusive to me, my bro and my mom" her smile quickly turned into a frown.
Kamyah-"😕was he always that way"
-"no till I was about 6 years old on up till I ran away at 17 1/2"
Kamyah-"oh my god I'm so sorry baby"
-" it's fine it was a long time ago"
Kamyah-"it still happens and I know it hurts, I'm here for you when you wanna let it all out"
-I giggled "thanks I appreciate it babe" we drove for hours talking and then singing a bit, we took turns driving and taking short naps. Finally after what felt like an eternity we arrived I finished out the drive so kamyah was asleep. I looked around and everything was the exact same, this place looked just like a ghost town. I was hoping they had just picked up and moved away, I tapped Myah to wake her and she opened her eyes. She looked around in amazement and said "we're here?" I replied with a nod. We both got out of the the car and I slowly walked behinds her. This place brought back so many horrifying memories that I had forgotten in all these years until now. Kamyah looked back at me seeing that I was in a struggle with myself walking towards the door. She walked to me and grabbed my hand embracing me to move forward and knock. I walked to the door and we stood for 15 minutes then finally knock knock. No one answered so I slowly pushed the door open and walked in. The house smelled horrible and there was used needles on the the floor. I grabbed Myahs hand and told her "be careful" as we walked to find where my parent s were . The farther we walked the more we discovered, beer bottles, bags of coke, bath salts, needles everything that my parents were. Then there she was in the bathtub high as hell holding a needle that she had shot in her arm. I looked at Kamyah to get the ok to let her go and I did and picked up my mom and dragged her to the living room with Myah following after with a saddened look. I sat my mom on the couch and got a cold cloth and put it on her head to cool her down.

I gave Kamyah a chair to sit on and asked her was he ok, she replied "I'm fine just let me know if you need me or if you feel overwhelmed" I nodded meaning ok. Then suddenly boom there he was, my dad he looked over at me and said "well look who decided to come she her old man, bring it in" he said reaching for a hug. I slowly walked over to him and side hugged him, he then said "now who's this pretty lady you have here" eyeing Myah. I looked at me with furry and said MY girlfriend Kamyah, she nodded letting me know he understood to keep his distance.

Then boom the door went again and then suddenly my stomach became sick, I ran to the bathroom and threw up and Myah was right there to clean me up. It was him... my uncle Bud. When I was around 7 I told him about how I didn't wanna live with my parent I wanted to live with him or someone. I told Bud everything for years and then when I was 10 he molested me up until I was 14 and told my aunt. He stopped but I was still terrified at what he would do to me.

Just seeing him made me think of how low I felt all those years ago. I had held in so much shit from my past that I became overwhelmed with emotions and began to cry hysterically. Myah grabbed me into her arms comforting me and kissing my head. I couldn't tell her what's was wrong until we left, so when I got calmed down I got up and we walked back to the living room. I kept my head down avoiding eye contact with him, I couldn't look up it would send me into a panic.
Bud-"well hello to you to" he said sarcastically.
I stumbled upon my words "hhh-hi".
Bud-"well whose your buddy". Clearly seeing I was uncomfortable Myah stepped in and replied "I'm her girlfriend and you are" reaching her hand out for a hand shake. I quickly pushed her hand back and said "this is my...uuuu-uncle Bud". We all sat down waiting for my mom to come to and then she did. For two minutes she looked around then stared at Myah and I and said "Kayden, what the hell are you doing here? And whose The coon you brought with ya". I was so upset my mom had always been rude but I never thought she was a racist. I quickly replied "mom this is Kamyah My Girlfriend and yea she wanted to meet you guys".
Mom-"where the hell did she come from and when can you take her back".
Kamyahs eyes filled with tears she was trying to hold back. I grabbed her hand and asked if she was ready to go and she looked at me and nodded no. We sat for a 1 ask they asked us questions and I could see uncle Bud eyeing us up and down. I felt so uncomfortable but I had to face them one day and even if it was hard it was gonna be today. After all these years I never looked back and I tried to forget everything but sitting there everything came rushing back as if it was happening all over again. Uncle Bud past me to got to the kitchen for a beer and gripped my shoulders. I instantly felt sick again and ran to the bathroom barley making it to throw up. As I was puking out my guts I felt a hand rub my back and turned to see it was him. I quickly turned in fear and said " get the fuck away from me" beginning to cry and he said " now that's no way to great your favorite uncle, give me a hug" he said closing the door. My body began to tremble in fear as I shouted "no leave me alone now go" he moved closed trying to hug me. I kicked him in his nuts and ran out grabbing Myahs hand and running out I quickly started the car and zoomed of with my face soaking wet from my tears. When we were a few miles away I stopped and put my head on the steering wheel and sobbed. Kamyah began to cry and rubbed my back, I turned to her and we Squeezed each other tight for a while. Then we drove to a far out hotel and we went inside I said nothing hopped in the shower and went to bed.