its not a pretty thing
me that is
you were gorgeous
big green eyes with speckles of brown and blue in them
thick blonde hair with natural streaks of brown
you were my perfection
do you remember holding hands with me
your hands are bigger, but slimmer
your nails are longer
i bite mine to much
your skin is usually cold and clammy
i offer you my warmth.
im not gonna say it
remember,
i brought you roses to school, a big thick bouquet of red and pink roses with tiny buds of violets mixed in
they smelled like you
it wasnt a special ocassion
i just
wanted to
i asked you out that day
to prom that is
you said yes
i kissed you on the forehead like always
you laughed
you cried
now im crying
i miss you my universe
ive been angry
not right now
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haha isnt this funny we said we would love each other forever but now you hate me and i love you lol
im tired
its the morning
im tired
i bet your not even up yet
in the summer you like to sleep in till around 1 to 2
your sleepy voice is cute
i used to face time you everyday
we used to talk about stupid things
and watch movies together
you have a lot of my clothes still
keep them
i dont want them back
cause i know if you gave them back
they would probably get washed before you give them to me
it would kill me to know i could have something that smelled like you
only for you to take it away
i know your smell
not like cigarettes but close
with a mix of roses and new shoes
god i miss you
you have emotional depth too. i like that
i like that we could debate things when we were bored
get some sleep tonight
you never sleep
your probably out with canciones... that makes me sad and happy
im sad cause im not there
but im happy your content
you deserve it
liebe: love
i said i wouldnt say it...
