Memoirs Of The Past ( On Going )

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It was five when Fourth arrives at home. He immediately rushes upward towards his mother's room to check on her.

When he opens the door, Phuwin was helping his mom in taking some medicines.

"Good afternoon Sir, Ms. Tu and your mom have taken their daily dose of meds already. They just had their  dinner too." The latter greeted him before he prepares to leave.

"Thank you so much P'Tang. You're really such a great help." Fourth coed as they meet at the doorway.

"You're very much welcome Sir. Besides, I'm considering you guys as my family now."

Fourth was moved by the latter's statement. Phuwin has told him his life story and how he became an orphan.

For a short period of time that the man has given his service to the Jirochtikul family, they became best buddies.

"It seems that you had a great day at work Sir." The nurse said while eyeing Fourth's neck.

"Yeah, I did." Fourth answered in but rather confused as to why his P'Tang is eyeing him differently. Nevertheless, Fourth still manages to smile but deep inside, he's raging with fury.

Of course, I didn't. That fucking boss of mine is a savage.

"Alright. Gotta go now." Phuwin said his goodbye before he headed out.

Right after Phuwin left, Fourth's tears begin to fall. He silently cried while he is looking at his mom's situation. Her dull eyes were filled with confusion as she sees him approaching.

"Who are you?" There she goes again. His mom's disorder is kicking once more.

"Don't worry. I am your son." Fourth said as his mom starts to panic.

"I'm sorry? I do not recognize you. What is your name?"

"I'm Fourth mom. Please...please try to remember me. Even just once. It'll make me so...so happy." The boy kneeled in front of his mother. Hugging her like its the last. His tears were flowing even more as those words desperately came out of his mouth.

He is very tired, however, he must be tough.

For Tu.

For his mom.

"Shhh...Stop Crying. Your handsomeness is fading when you cry. I'll be your mom for now. Okay?" Mrs Jirochtikul caresses the face of her son and wipes his tears. Too bad, she doesn't have the slightest gap in her memory about him anymore.

"You know what? I once had a daughter and she's jolly and cute too. Actually, you very much resemble her." Mrs. Jirochtikul starts to tell the past. A slight memory that somewhat remains in her head.

"I really miss Fon. Do you know where she is?" Fourth cried even more when he heard his mom's query.

"I'm sorry mom but Fon died a long time ago. She's just a part of our past."

He sighs as he remembers everything that happened before. How his best friend got so angry with him for not telling his true identity. For deceiving him. He doesn't know the Gemini that he's with now. The guy changed a lot and it's kinda frightening.

"Wait, what is that thing on your neck?" The curious Mrs Jirochtikul changed the topic when she noticed the reddish marks on the boy's neck.

"Are those mosquito bites? There's a lot of it on your neck."

At first, Fourth was still processing what his mother meant by that but when realization kicks in, he rushes towards the bedside table to look at it in the mirror.

That prick!!!! This is why my co-workers were looking at me like crazy and P'Tang too. They have noticed it.

He's not the best friend that I used to know anymore. He's pure evil now. A sadist!

Fourth shouts his curses in his head when he remembers the event earlier after lunch.

"Mmm...S-sir stop." Fourth became a moaning mess when his boss continuously ravage his neck with wet kisses.

It was ticklish and somewhat erotic too.

Once done, Gemini released him with a smirk of satisfaction on his handsome face. 

Fourth on the other hand was panting on his seat. Gasping for air as he tries to regain his balance. Gosh, he felt so weak and hot at the same time.

"Y-you! What do you think you're doing?"

"Giving you your punishment. Didn't I mention it before?"

"For what? I didn't remember anything that I did wrong and what type of punishment is this you pervert?" The younger exclaimed with that ridiculous response that he got.

"You did! When you look at that goddamn Pakin with so much admiration in your eyes! I hate it!"

Unbelievable.

"You know what? You're not the Gemini that I used to play with before. Are you that mad at me? Is manipulating my life amused you that much?"

"People change. So do I."

"That's it! Expect my resignation by tomorrow. I'm so done with your shits." Fourth was already crying because of frustration.

"Ah...ah...ah..ah...not so fast Teerak. You will not leave my den ever. I will not allow you."

Fourth could not believe what he's hearing right now.

"You're trapping me here? That's bullshit! I will raise a complaint. It's against the labor code!"

"And what are you gonna do once you resigned? I heard that your mother and sister are having a severe medical condition. How are you going to sustain their medical needs? Huh?"

"That's easy," Fourth said confidently as he faces his angry boss. "I will re-apply to another company. Look for another job."

Gemini laughs his heart out when he heard the younger's statement. Seriously?

"You know that my company is the biggest in Thailand right? I can block you from having any job at all." A Smirk of victory emerged from the older when he saw the frightened look on the younger's face.

"I so hate you!" Fourth said in defeat as tears started to fall down his cheeks.

"So do I Fotfot. Now scoot and get back to work."

Fourth groaned as the memory flashed in his mind.

Why does he need to be in this situation? Why can't he just live in piece? Earn money and go home like everyone does.

Ugh...whatever. As if I still have a  choice.

Fourth thought to himself as he frustratingly faces his mother.

"Yes, mom. I think it was a mosquito who did this."

"I see. Treat it as soon as possible okay?"

Fourth nods as he assists her towards the bed. She needs to rest now.

"I will don't worry." He kisses her forehead before saying rest well.

As he closes the door, he sighed.

I love you, mom. Both of you and Tu.

I will endure all of this just to provide everything that you both need. Even if its in exchange for my freedom.

I am so tired mom. So damn tired.

I hope that these will end soon.