"So, what are we now?" Fourth asks as he grabs the hand of Gemini, helping the younger to ride the bicycle.
They've decided to roam around the park today. It was a cloudy afternoon in fall and the cool winds are blowing the dried leaves around.
Gemini amusingly looks at Fourth because of his question. Thinking that maybe his Fotfot wanted some assurance about the two of them even after all the things that he did just to show him how much he likes him. No scratch that. He does love him. Every part of his body, his mood swings, his gorgeous smile, his alluring laughs every time he was able to eat his favorites, his personality, everything about him. That's how he values Fourth.
When Fourth has settled on his back, Gemini held the younger's hand and guide it towards his torso.
"Fot baby, I know this is quite so fast but, I wanted you to know that I really love you. Maybe I had loved you ever since but I am not aware of it yet." Gem paused before he grips Fourth's fingers until they are holding each other's hands.
Fourth, on the other hand, nuzzled on Gem's neck from behind as he hugs him tightly.
"Fourth, will you be my boyfriend?"
Gemini said as he strokes the younger's hair.
"F-Fot, aren't you going to say anything?"
Gemini starts to feel anxious and just looks down after a long silence from the younger. Especially when Fourth gets off the bicycle without saying anything.
The older felt dejected as the tears start to flow down his eyes. He chuckled bitterly upon realizing that this is the first time that he shed some tears ever since the death of his birth parents. After that darkest day of his life, he never cried ever again. Just so this day.
"Why are you crying?" Fourth asked. The face is stern. Vague of any emotion.
"Nothing. Just forget what I'd said. Don't force yourself to like me. I can still wait." Gemini answered before he fondled Fourth's cheeks. Loneliness is evident on his smile. A smile that says: It's okay. There's nothing to worry about.
"But loving me is not easy." Fourth heaves a sigh as he said it with fear and hesitation.
Fear for the society's opinion on couples like them and hesitation as to if they can make it through the challenges that they may encounter along the way. Gemini is a well-known persona in the eyes of everyone and he doesn't want to be his downfall. What if people will judge them? What if Gem wants to settle later on? A son, a daughter. A complete and happy family linked through the blood that he can never provide. Will Gemini's love lasts till the end in spite of these?
"I know you're afraid, Fourth. Do you think that I haven't think of that before I loved you? Baby, you know me, I always weigh the consequences of every decision. Thoroughly evaluating if it's worth the sacrifice or not."
Gemini confided as he hugs Fourth tightly, this time, he is the one who is nuzzling on the latter's neck. Assuring the younger that it is worth fighting for.
"I am always organized. Every course of my actions is executed together with a well-developed plan but when it comes to you, I am willing to risk my everything. No plans. No back-ups. Just my feelings."
Gemini ride off the bike and held the younger's face with his hands, looking at him with all the love and adoration.
"You are the gamble that I am glad to partake Fourth, not minding if I win or lose. As long as I did everything that I could to tell you I love you, there is nothing for me to lose for." Fourth smiled as his tears started to flow. Forehead to forehead, Gemini stares at his Fotfot's eyes lovingly as the latter starts to sob as well.
Fourth was so touched by Gemini's confession that he started to wail. He sees nothing on it but sincerity as he said the words to him. Whacking all the fear and hesitations he felt earlier like a squishy bug off the window.
Upon knowing how serious Gemini was, Fourth leaps towards the guy for another hug. Locking his thighs on Gemini's waist as he clutches on him tightly.
"F-Fourth?"
"Gemini Norawit Titicharoenrak. CEO of GRAMMY group of companies and my so annoying childhood best friend, I am also willing to venture my future with you." Fourth said before he kissed the older's cheeks.
Gem's eyes widened upon hearing it. Happiness filled his heart like fireworks that are going to explode.
"Y-you mean...we are boyfriends now right? You and me? Tell me I heard it precisely Baby, Please. You're officially mine right?"
Fourth giggled because of his boyfriend's adorableness.
"Yes, I am yours now and forever will be, Daddy."
The older's eyes widened in shock by his boyfriend's antics. He devoured his lips into a searing kiss because of it. It lasted for several minutes and both of them are gasping for air as they separate.
"I am yours too and forever will be. My baby."
"But wouldn't it be awkward for you? You've been straight ever since."
"At first maybe but if it's you, I'm going to be okay with it. I love you. So everything that can make you happy is also my happiness."
Fourth didn't say anything but just kiss Gem again.
"Naughty."
"Just for you Daddy."
"Alright, then baby." Gem kissed Fourth's lips again before he led him on his bike.
That entire afternoon, Gemini and Fourth roam around the park on a bicycle while exchanging sweet nothings to one another.
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