bae jinyoung-mysterious girl {COMPLETED}

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A/N : those dialogues with italics and underlines are in Korean while the ones in italics are in English.

Eunse's pov
"OH MY GOD! I WON GROUP PHOTO WITH JINYOUNG KYAAAAAA!" i yelled while i ran around my house.

"yah Oh Eunse , stop running or you're gonna fall!" my mom yelled. "mom! you won't believe how lucky i am! i won group photo with my idol!" i cheered.

"it's a group photo Eunse , not a selca together." my mom sighed. "but that would mean a i'm in a picture with Jinyoung. the same picture!" i smiled.

"have you forgotten about your phobia? you can't even look at your dad in the eye for long." my mom said.

my mood darkened the moment i was reminded of my phobia. back when i went for Seongwu's fanmeet and did my very first hi-touch , i was shaking in fear when it was my turn very soon. at first , i thought it was just plain nervousness but after realising i also tremble when i'm around my guy friends , i knew something was off.

when i told my mom about it , she didn't believe me at first but brought me to the doctor after noticing my behaviour around my dad.

i didn't really notice how i always can't make eye contact with my dad until my doctor started treatment for me.

however , my phobia wasn't getting any better at all. i refused attend anymore sessions with the doctor since it's just a waste of time. i'm not getting any better anyway , why waste time and money?

on the last session with the doctor , she told me i should try making a guy friend and become more comfortable with him before taking another step by making another guy friend.

of course that's not possible for someone with Androphobia. (fear of men)

my phobia isn't that serious , i just tremble and get nervous when i'm around men. i mean , maybe it is serious if i can't get a boyfriend due to that fact.

but who cares? if i can get past Seongwu's , i should be able to do so for Jinyoung right? although i didn't get to do group photo with Seongwu but that's not a huge difference , would it?

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