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{Romano's POV}
"Lovi, please listen. You are in no way stuck. You just fell asleep on the sofa with Antonio. He just hasn't woken up yet."
"I KILLED HIM?!?!"
"No!! Look he's still breathing!"
"WHAT DID I DO?!'
"Nothing at all, Lovi..."
I sat there on the sofa trying to hide in Antonio's unconscious body. What have I done to him? Is it my fault that he's unconscious?! Feli was lying to me, I have done something wrong. Otherwise Antonio would be awake...
"... Buenos Dias, Lovi..."
"YOU'RE ALIVE!!"
I couldn't help but hug him as tight as I could.
"Why? Would I not be alive, Lovi?"
"It doesn't matter..."
"I wanna know."
"But I refuse to tell you!"
"LOVINO!"
"ANTONIO!"
"TELL ME!"
"No."
"Why not?"
"Don't wanna..."
"I'll just keep asking."
"Go ahead..."
I seperated myself from him and stared at him. Why was he so worried about it anyways? I just got my usual panic... Nothing new.
"Why on earth would I not be alive, Lovi?"
"I was just having the usual panic, okay, so shut the fuck up!"
"You usually panic? Why didn't you ever tell me?"
"It's not important..."
"Yes, it is, Lovino!"
"NO."
Can't he just shut the hell up for one minute? I'm literally just happy he's alive.
"Lovi, it's okay... Calm down..."
I was crying. Really? Goddamn it. I hate myself sometimes. Why did I have to be so... Annoying! Ugh!
"Lovi! Please stop crying... Your gonna make me cry..."
I needed something to tell me I was still here. That I wasn't dreaming. Anything. And to do so I grabbed the first thing I could, which just so happened to be the bastardo's arm. I grabbed it and hugged it as close as I could to myself.
I just cried into it. For at least ten minutes... People were trying to talk to me. But I couldn't hear any of it over my own thoughts. As I snapped back into reality, I was still crying hugging Antonio's arm. He was crying too, I guess he wasn't lying...
"Lovino! Please! Listen!"
"Stop crying! You bastard!"
"I'm only crying cuz you are Lovi!"
"Idiota!"
"Please Lovi, you can stop crying now!"
"tHaTsNoThOwItWoRkS!!!"
"Slow down!"
"AaAaAaAaAaH!"
"Are you two okay?"
"Sí, England, Lovi is just panicking and I don't know why, and I don't know how to calm him."
"Maybe me and Feli can help..."
"Sì, although I've never seen him this panicked before! But I'll see if I can help fratello!"
I don't want their help, but I know I can't stop them. And I don't think I can calm down myself, but all three of them may be a bit much!
Antonio was hugging me, still crying... Feli was crying too and offering food and hugs... England kinda just stood there looking extremely confused.
After about half an hour I break free and left out the front door. The crying reduced to slow sobs. Fucking brain. I had no reason to think I killed Antonio. Right?
{Spain's POV}
He just left. I've never known him to panic like this. He never did when he was younger. He'd have nightmares. And bad ones too. But he would never panic like that.
"Hey, Feli?"
"Sì?"
"How often does he panic like this?"
"Practically everyday but it's never this bad!"
"Oh."
"He'll be okay!"
"But the meeting is tomorrow! He has to prepare!!"
"Oh sì, Arthur you need to prepare too!"
"I have, Feli... I did it yesterday morning."
"Heh, you're much more prepared than me or fratello!"
"Heh yeah..."
"I'm off to find Lovi! See you both later!"
I left them to their conversation. England's not that bad. We've had a rough past. I honestly never saw him and Feli together to be honest. England has trouble tolerating a loud, annoying America, let alone an even louder and, let's be honest here, a slightly more irritating Feli. He's a lovely boy but he's very excitable. {{Yeah, Spain, like you can talk}}
I was walking around the village for ages. Where the hell has Lovi gone?
"LOVI!"
"LOVINO!!"
"VINO?
"LOVINOOOO!!!! WHERE ARE YOU!?!?"
"ROMANO!!"
"LOVINO VARGAS PLEASE!"
His phone! Why hadn't I thought of it before?!
*Ring ring*
*Ring ring*
*Ring ring*
*Ring ring*
*Beeeep*
"He... Hung up..."
"FELIIIII!"
"SÌ?"
"I tried to call Lovi but he hung up on me!"
"What?"
"Sí!"
"At least he's not dead!"
"I-I guess?"
"We have to find him..."
"Sí, does he have any secret hiding spots anywhere?"
"Errrrrr, he might?"
I facepalmed, Feli is very helpful.
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