Read To Me?? (Logicality)

Finding out

(A/N: TW: Panic attack)
Logan's POV
 
It was around eight o'clock at night. I stood up looking at all my friends and said I was going up to my room for the rest of the night. Patton looked up to me from his seat.
God why was he such a beautiful creature?
"Why you heading upstairs so early Logan? Did we do something?". I wish I could tell him...tell him everything about me. He would think I was fucked up more than I already am. I stare at Patton for a good five seconds and then bolt up to my room feeling my breath leaving my mouth I run to my closet and pull out a small box this box containing of a sippy cup, an adult bottle, two adult pacifiers, and a few coloring books with a pack of crayons and colored pencils. I gently go to pull out the pacifier and sigh realizing I'm thirsty I immediately grab my phone and text Patton to bring me up the bottle of apple juice with my initials on it.
Logan: Hey Patton could you bring me up my thing of juice?
Patton🥰:  Of course! Be up there in a few!
I laid my phone down and without thinking about it just plopped my galaxy pacifier in my mouth turning on Disney songs and coloring in a Disney book Roman gave me for my birthday weeks ago. I don't pay attention when I finally decide to look up at my door after five minutes there he is...the person I love with all my heart in the door way seeing me with the pacifier in my mouth. I instantly feel my cheeks go pale like I was getting sick and my heartbeat starts to sink into my stomach until I immediately feel these arms wrapped around me and suddenly I started feeling safe again. "Patt,Patt." I say my voice shakey, and small.

Patton's POV

Logan went upstairs way earlier than the rest of us usually he was always big on telling us to get proper sleep and nutrition. It got annoying but at the same time I loved it. I loved hearing his voice. I watched him run upstairs to his room like a nervous wreck and a couple seconds later see a message on my phone pop up.

Logan😍❤ Hey Patton could you bring me up my thing of juice?
Patton:  Of course! Be up there in a few!

I run into the kitchen getting Logan his bottle of apple juice and grabbing a cup just in case he needs it. I walk up the stairs and go to his room hearing Disney music play and knock after he doesn't answer to the knock I walk in and my heart flutters. I then notice his cheeks go pale and run over after setting the juice down. I run over hugging him tightly as I lay his head on my chest hoping my heartbeat will calm him a little as I help him focus on his breathing. I watch as his breathing calms as he listens to my heartbeat I pull his face up to look at me and smile "Logan buddy, how old are you right now?" I watch as two fingers slip into the air and smile "Are you two?" he giggles and it makes me smile. "Well how about we get you ready for bed? I'll pour you some juice. Do you have a sippy cup or bottle?" I watch as he pulls out a sippy cup with stars on it and take it to fill it up.

Logan's POV

After Patton helped me gain my regular breathing he started talking about getting me ready for bed I watched as he pulled out the juice pouring it into the galaxy sippy cup I got and set my bed up all nice and neat. I looked around and ran to a Tiger stuffed animal and pointed grabbed a Dr.Suess book shyly waddling to Patton. "Patt Patt...nini stowy?" I ask my voice quite and shy I instantly feel my light body being picked up and hearing the words "Why of course, but let's get you in pajamas first." I nodded and ran over to a drawer that had only a couple discreet little design such as a galaxy pajama set, a unicorn onesie that Patton threw at me for Christmas last year and much more. I picked out the unicorn onesie and Patton helped me get into it after showering. I then was carried out to my bed and cuddled into Patton, my blankets, and my Tiger stuffie as I drifted off to sleep hearing Patton's soft yet calming voice read One Fish, Two Fish, Red Fish, Blue Fish.

(A/N: I'm gonna try to update this as much as I can. And yes there will be some triggering things- Trigger Warnings will be added- and yes for plot some heartbreaking scenes. So you might end up hating me. This book will also have some Prinxiety in it with Roman being a little and Virgil bring a cg.)