Alyssa

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by Eddieisaqueen

by Eddieisaqueen

Alyssa's pov

I was sobbing in my room while Hayes and the magcon boys took the girls out to eat.

I was laying in bed cuddling my pillow and holding one of Cameron's hoodies that I've kept but never wore.

It still smelled like him.

I pretty much lost my little brother.

Out of nowhere the front door opened and closed and footsteps approached my room.

"Lyssa?" A male voice said from behind the door.

I knew that voice too well. Jack Avery.

"Come in." I said, my voice cracking a little bit

He opened the door and saw me in this stage before a look of concern came over him.

"Do you want bubba cuddles?" He asked

"Yes please!" I said and sniffled again

He crawled onto the bed and wrapped his arms around my shoulders, pulling my into his chest.

"Listen bubba! Cam is in a better place now."

"I know!" I sobbed into his chest. "But it wasn't his time! He was too young! It shouldn't have been him!" I sobbed harder

"I know. But right now we need to take a deep breath. You lost someone and that sucks ass! But guess what! Everyone is gonna live out his legacy. He will always be remembered and he will always be with us, deep in our hearts. Everybody lost someone today! The whole world lost an amazing human being! He's up there looking down on you. He will always be watching and guiding you." He said making me smile a little bit

"Thank you bubba." I said and wiped my nose with the sleeve of my hoodie.

"Of course. Even though I'm your ex husband I can still be your bubba!" He said and kissed my forehead.

"I love you!" I said and snuggled more into his chest.

"I love you too!" He said

I smiled and felt myself slowly falling asleep.

I heard slight snores coming from Jack and I smiled before closing my eyes and falling asleep.

Why do I miss this?