Life brings you to a lot of split decisions. Decisions where you think there couldn't possibly be a right answer. That's how I feel right now. I know that once I make the decision things will get better but the choice to make that decision is the hard part. I know what I feel and what I want but how will it affect those around me and the rest of my life. At times I would usually turn to him to talk about it... but what if he was part of the decision?