WHAT IS LOVE

ILLNESS WITHOUT CURE

Wayo POV

Hi...My name is Wayo Phanichayasawad. Just an ordinary boy with 178 cm height and black brownish haired and I'm sick....Put down the phone and don't call for ambulance.This is not related to the illness that medical treatment needed..... I'm sick of a lil thing start with L,end with E and at the middle is O and V.

Sometimes,I wonder if I am destined to be loner and alone.Or it's me too ugly to be loved.Or because I'm a boy and my sexual orientation is toward a boy....

"ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.FXXKKK OFF".For don't know how many times I screamed on top of my lung out of frustration and hopeless but still the burden of my so called "lil thing start with L,end with E and at the middle is O and V" gripped tight my heart from beating properly.And no way I'm going to pronounce that word.That word already died when my relationship with my eleventh ex-boyfriend graved in the HELL.I believed in love but it never meant to belong to me.Sleeve of my pinky sweater wiped the remnant tears at the corner of my eyes.Too much stuff to think......

"I should go out or else I gonna plan how to kill myself tragically".Hahahaha!!!It just a thought of stupid me.I won't kill myself.I needed a boyfriend first....

Ringgg.....Ringgg....Ringggg.....Ringgg...

Maybe I had to rethink to train an owl as my personal postman as this fxxking annoying bitchy *lets me find more words* friend of mine did not how to pick his phone up and answer my call.Fortunately after 23 miscalls,our line connected.One more word for him...HORNY.As he answered me,first thing I heard was moans of Fang to pound deeper and that was my cue to cut off the connection before I hospitalised for hearing problem.

"Seem like I have to go out alone?".My best friend's business with his boyfriend,P Mickey would not settle in an hour.And I had no time to wait for them.I needed my pinky milk with strawberries on top NOW!!!!!!

I had fulfill requirements to have and drive my own car but I planned ahead.If I had a boyfriend,I did not need to drive a car as he was going to fetch me everywhere I wanted to go.And for sure my boyfriend being such a gentlemen opened the door for me.And waittttt......before that kissed sweetly my hand.....Goshhhhh....I needed extra oxygen.......For that reason I still had no license.....*Snap back to reality*I otw to Siam Square with a cab.Poor me as I had no boyfriend,no license and no car.Dream remained as a dream.

After a while,Siam Square appeared in my view.The uncle,I mean the driver of the cab gimme his phone number.He winked his wrinkled eye before disintegrated into ashes.*evil smirk*.
I look at his cab leaving Siam Paragon blankly as I inserted his phone number written on a piece of paper to its deserved place:dustbin.Did I pray wrongly?I fxxkin hoped to be granted with a magnificently good looking guy  with Chinese vibes.*lustful eyes*.With fair skin.*wipe my drooling saliva* and bun shaped of abs *start to masturbate*.But guess who court on me?An uncle!!!!!!!!

I stormed to the classic decorated cafe on first floor.I needed my pinky milk to calm down my ass NOW!!!!

"One Pinky Milk With Strawberry as topping...ermmmm can you add more whip cream?Owhhh and less sugar please and.....can you turn the milk into smoothie?I bet it gonna be awesome". Just mind my order.That was how I like my drink to be.It did not sound too girly right?

"Picky as fuck.100% a toot.Why don't you also order calogen to tighten your ass."But,a guy beside me waiting to order his drink casually launch his sharp comment and being an asshole judging me.

Madly,I glared at him and about to counter attack his comment but heyyyy....I had to look up as he was much taller than me.I guessed he was 190 cm in height and more bulky.I did not say I was bulky.More to hardened fat.55555!!!

I zipped my mouth,afraid he going to throw me away if I replied him.His bicep was big enough to shove into my mouth.I moved a bit to the left making space for him to put order.

"Two banana milkshake with low fat milk.Less sugar please and small grinded ice".He looked straight at the cashier.I bet if only a paper placed in front of him,a burn definitely happened.

"Is my eyes playing trick or he is a handsome grim reaper"*backspace the word handsome,no pervert minded now Wayo.....FOCUS* my heart voiced as glancing at him.His smiling muscles did not move even a bit.He ordered strictly with monotonous tone.But,I didn't even care.I got ready to drop my atomic bomb.

"Thank you so much Mr.Masculine for teaching me what is non picky be like...aaaand seriously banana?Sooo manly...Want to use to shove into your ass?".Take that so called masculine.My word must be "sprinkled salt on wound".No one could make fun of me.

Out of nowhere,his hand grasped my sweater collar and he dragged me full might to the ground.My head accidentally hit the corner of table nearby and I got a slightly deep cut.I fell on my butt and fronting him.Holding my cry as I did not want to reveal my weak side.He then dashed to me and a flying fist laid on my cheek.It was more than enough strong to spin me on the floor like beyblade........My eyes automatically glared him.My blood was boiling......ENOUGH!!!!!!This was my limit.

It was going to be a long war of me and him.His weapon was his fist while mine is.....glare and my "sweet tongue".Say sayonara to your virginity handsome grim reaper.I mean grim reaper

TBC

*Toot = gay