forgotten (shawn mendes fanfic)

01 - Him

•Cecillia's POV•

I was walking down the road.

Slouched back.

Tears ready to form.

I hate myself.

I wanted to die right here,

Right now.

I looked across the street.

Him.

The guy who cared for me,

The guy who made me smile & laugh,

The guy I needed the most right now.

The guy who was my best friend.

Shawn.

Shawn.

Shawn.

Flashbacks hit me like a lighting bolt.

Kindergarden.

Elementary.

Middle School.

High School.

Now.

We had great memories of each other.

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I could feel stares on me.

It was probably them,

The bullies.

It felt like they can see right through me.

Ever since Shawn decided to block me out of his life, they were there.

To bully me.

To make me feel...

Worthless...

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'Slut'

'Asshole'

'Useless'

'Piece of shit'

Those were Shawn's thoughts.

I could feel them.

Even though it didn't exactly come out of his mouth,

I could just sense it.

The little actions he did effected me in a big way...

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A/N: so this story is based of an assignment I have recently done. We had to make a story with a **** *****

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It's just a secret. If i told u those 2 words i would've gave away the story...

If u were wondering that since this story is based off of an assignment did I include the swearing and all that stuff in my assignment ... lol no... I will be adding some more details I didn't write in my assignment onto here....

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Byee bruhhs