Chapter 3 - hell

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by adoringshawn

by adoringshawn

You should totally read the a/n at the end :)

•Cecillia's POV•
I make steps forward as I enter 'hell'

Worst place on earth.

SCHOOL.

I took one last deep breath as I enter, this is where it started & this would be where it ends. sigh

Step by step. stares are added every step. comments are made when I look up. deep breaths. deep breaths.
Sometimes I just wanna close my eyes and let me feet do the walking, so I dont have to bare the looks on their faces.
just one simply mistake and it came crashing down onto me, what else is there to lose.
im almost there, just a few more steps and im fine.
***
"what is pain?" Ms. Collin asks
"a feeling of which makes you weaker, it demands to be felt" I mumbled.
"What's that again Cecilia?" Ms.Collin asks.
I shivered a bit
"Nothing" I said

I don't want anyone figuring out what im going through. I can do this alone with no help. No guidance.

I took one deep breath and continued my schedule.
***
lunch.

Great, I have some alone time with no one bothering me. I usually stay up in the library because i hella don't wanna face those demons down in the lunch room.

I was currently on my phone, on twitter. The casual.

Then BOOM.

"WATCH WHERE YOUR GOING HOE"

I looked up and just great. Shawn was standing there with an angry facial expression. I just stare down at my feet.

He was walking away and when I turned my back I got a glimpse of his face. Behind all that anger and toughness, theres something begging for help. I know shawn too much and I know if he's lying, hiding something, or anything else.

I just shook it off and continued my long journey to the library. whoot!

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a/n
I apologize for not updating at all whoppps. im not really active on this account much but i am active on my main account; juliannejj
u should totally follow me & read my fanfic up there. I created another one called "stuck" its a shawn mendes ff also so if interested go & read it.
If I ain't active on my main wattpad account you should follow me on twitter; @btwshawn but beaware of some crazy shit
ily all so much❤️