✧ Sleep Talking ✧ HyunIn ✧ [CANCELED]

SEVENTH CHAPTER

*Hyunjin POV*

I'm on my way back to the hospital. I've decided that instead of telling Jeongin my feelings, I'll deny them so I don't stress him out even more. Telling Jeongin would just make things worse. I'll tell Jeongin that all the things that happened the past few days where accidents and that I had taken a drug or something that hadn't worn off during the days. Yeah, that'll work. Jeongin doesn't know anything about the different drugs, he'll believe it.

I thanked the taxi driver as I got out and bowed slightly. I walked in and went to Jeongin's room on the 10th floor.

"Hey, Jeongin!" I said as I walked in. We was gathering his things and cleaning up the room. "Are you being discharged?" He nodded slightly.

"Ok, well I need to talk to you about the past few days. When you're done you want to meet me at the cafe down chairs?" He looked at me for a second before smiling.

"Sure Hyung. I'll be there in a few minutes." I nod quickly and leave the room. I made my way to cafe and waited for Jeongin.

When he came he had on a hoodie and sweat pants, he must've changed after I left.

He smiled and sat down with me. "Hey, Hyung! What'd you need to talk to me about?" I sighed and the smile on his face went down a bit.

"Well, the past few days... I dont remember most of it," lies. "And I just wanted to say I'm sorry if I did anything. I know I kissed you, and I was wrong for that. I had taken a drug at a party the day before and It hadn't worn off until yesterday night. I'm sorry for anything I did wrong." Jeongin smiled again and nodded.

"It's fine Hyung. You didnt do anything wrong. All you did was kiss me and the rest wasn't anything." Hes denying it, too. I sighed.

"Ok, Innie. Just wanted to make sure. Would you like me to walk you home?" Jeongin nodded quickly and sighed.

"My family... I don't think they want me anymore? I was on the phone with my brother and he told me that I caused too much trouble and that they have problems, too." Jeongin looked shyly down at his lap. I leaned forward to grab one of his arms. He flinched a little but didnt say anything about it.

"Jeongin, I can stay with you if you'd like? To make sure you're ok with your family." I was genuinely concerned for his well being. I squeezed his hand and he smiled, nodding slightly.

We started walking to his house and on the way there I got a call. It was Minho.

"Hey."

"Thanks for not actually stealing Jisung from me. I'm really happy that- oh my God, Jisung... wow... ok stop I'm on the phone... Ok, sorry Hyunjin. I forgot what I was saying, so don't mind me as I'm about to beat some ass. Bye!!" I laughed lightly and took the phone from my ear.

"Hyung?" I look down and Jeongin is looking down at the ground.

"Yes, Innie?"

"You and Jisung broke up, yeah?" I hummed. "Why did you date him in the first place, when you knew he would go to Minho eventually?" He looked up at me.

"Well, you see... I don't know. I'm an idiot. I didnt even like him anyways. I think it was to prove to my friends that I could date someone?" Jeongin just nods.

"Why didn't you ask out someone you like? Speaking of, you've never told me who you like." I swear to god my heart stopped for a second. Jeongin looked up at me again and smiled.

"It's ok, Hyung, you don't have to tell me who you like. I won't push you." I smiled back down at him.

We made it to Jeongins house in a comfort silence. "You ready?" He grabbed my hand and we walked to the door.

Jeongin was reaching for the door when it flew open.

"Jeongin. We've been waiting. You're dads in jail, how do you feel about that, huh? Bet you're happy, huh. Happy son of a bitch. We've also- we also have problems." His mother's words dropped with sarcasm and alchohol.i pulled Jeongin closer to me. "This your new boyfriend? Your dad was- he was right. Fairy's don't deserve- they shouldn't exist." His mother slowly started leaning forward.

I push the door open more to grab Mrs. Yang. I led her to the couch where she fell asleep right away.

I looked at Jeongin. His eyes where wide as he looked at his mother. "She didn't mean it, Innie. She's just drunk. It's ok to be gay, I mean look at me! I'm gay and I'm beautiful and perfect!" Jeongin smiled and took me up to his room.

"Hyung? Do you think my crush will ever like me back?" I look at Innie. He was curled up in a ball, hugging a plushie.

"Depends on who it is. If they talk to you alot, maybe, maybe not. If they don't talk to you, most likely not. If you're best friends it isn't very likely. If they've sent you hints, even subtle hints, it's a very high chance." Innie groans and turns onto his side.

"Innie, its fine. I'm sure they like you. You're perfect and no one would be able to resist you. Trust me, no one." I was only speaking facts. Jeongin was the most loving, kind hearted person Hyunjin had ever met.

"Ok, thank you Hyung, for the advice. It's getting late shouldn't we sleep?" I nod and get into bed with him. We cuddled every time I stayed over.

I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him towards me. He sighed and I felt his body soften, all the tension leaving him. I stroked his hair and he slowly fell asleep.

I tried sleeping but I couldn't. Jeongin was fucked up because of me. I slowly grabbed his right arm and pulled his sleeve down. My eyes widened as I saw the red marks all over his wrist. I set his arm down and focused into the dark. I need sleep.

I started thinking about what I had said to jisyng ti make all this shit happen in the first place.

"Jisung, please. I'll tell you the plan and you can deny it if you want. I want to fake date and try to make Jeongin jealous. You can get with Minho after, I promise, just please help me. We need to sit together and make it seem like we really like each other. It may fuck up cause I'm dumb and I don't know when to stop with anything, but we can try." Jisung slowly nodded.

"I dont know what you just said but it was long so I'm assuming it's good." Jisung pulled out a makeup pallet and started putting fake hickeys on my neck. Jisung did the same to himself.

I was mad. Damn Jisung. Why'd he have to agree. I have a new, not toxic plan. Since my friends say I sleep talk, I'll make a plan out of that. Just not right now. Some other time.

I put my face into Jeongin's hair and fell asleep smiling.