The broken one

The walk

After I had briefly calmed down from my sex-crazed high. I asled Jean if you partner, Kaden was coming. After sometime she said yes, but he was bringing Kameron, a friend of his. Now I never liked Kameron, I couldn't tell you why, but i just got a bad feeling around him, and it made me feel violent. But I said it was fine, I wanted to meet Kaden in person. Now I'm very territorial of Jean, and throughtout this I've called her my sister. We're not related, we are just very close friends. As we walked around I lead the little pack to the park. Every now and then, I'd go to Taka at the back of the pack alone, to hold his hand, hug him, kiss him, and tell him I love him just to here it come from his mouth. Then all love energized, I'd lead the pack again. Once we got to the park, we played the human game "Groundies". We played for a while, talking trash, playing, fucking around, and all-in-all having fun. On our way back to Jean's my leg starting giving out. When I had to stop, Taka came back and helped me up. My leg was in pain and I couldn't walk right. I noticed Jean had continued with Kaden and Kameron. Why didn't she stop? Then the words she said ealier that sparked my territorial side on her came back. "Kaden took my heart from you" What did that mean? Was I going to lose her? Did she not love me anymore? All these thing ran through my head as Taka helped me up the hill. When we go to Jean's house, I found her and Kaden all up against eachother I didnt rage, I wanted to cry. Me and Taka sat on the porch in silence, Kaden fanally left. Jean came up, saw I was in pain and asked if I was ok. I want to scream that I wasn't, to yell at her for leaving me wounded, to bark at her for not knowing, but I just whispered under my tears,"I'm fine". She went inside and my mind left to Taka, I didnt give him what he wanted. Would he be mad at me? Would he want to leave me? When I stood up to hug him, I could barely talk, my throat was all choked up, my eyes watering on the verge on spilling. I told him to let me know when he gets home safely.