Inside your eyes
are liquid darkness,
chaos
and sadness,
and everything
behind
broken promises
When the dawn comes
and the earth is covered
with pale to the darkest blue
and darker hue,
your eyes gets darker
and everytime
you look above,
beauty and mystery
reflects in those orbs.
Your eyes and heart
combined
is the most
exquisite
form
of
life
And loving you
is the most
exquisite
form
of
mistake
and self destruction.
Who would have thought
of sorrows
behind
your rainbows,
of silver mess
behind
your solid gold,
of fading colors
behind your stardust
and sparkle---
I want
to keep it like that,
please keep it like that.
When life change again
once more---
Upside down
or black and white,
I will remember
how my 19 yr old self
fell
in
the
deep
of
menace
and how
I forgot
to swim
and
save myself
