Her silent cries (Laughing Jack love story)

so wrong

(LJ'S POV!!!)

I dusted off my hands admiring my work in front of me. laughing as I heard the whimpering of the little girl I've chosen as my victim. poor thing was terrified it was absolutely delightful seeing her suffer and just watching the light from her eyes fade ever so slow. I sighed in satisfaction on my way home from a good killing if I do say so.

As I approached the mansion which had a sort of a gothic theme to it i stopped and decided to hang around outside for a bit.

I sat on top of a boulder and just got lost in my thoughts. I went back to when I took (y/n) to the amusement park.

we had spent the whole time playing the old carnival games and joking around. I lost her at one point. I thought she was following but I guess not. I looked and stopped a few feet away from the fountain. standing there in front of the breathtaking fountain was (y/n) and even more breathtaking sight than the fountain itself. As I thought this I scolded myself for thinking such nonsense.

I can't be thinking this of a human!!!

I shook off the thought and walked up behind her cautiously as not to startle her. As I neared her side I looked down at her and couldn't help the way my breath seemed to hitch as I looked at her in all her beauty. I stood there in a trance which she didn't seem to notice.

when she finally looked towards me with a warm smile that made my heart speed up. I just stood staring deep into her (e/c) orbs. I didn't realize what I was doing. I didn't seem to have any control over myself at all. "beautiful" I murmured. my eyes widened when those words left my lips.

Her eyes widened and I could see a light blush dusting her cheeks. (y/n) then looked away shyly and I couldn't help but see a hint of a smile on her face.

But soon my eyes widened as soon as I realized what I've said. right away a recovered and told her that we should get going all the while avoiding eye contact and taking us back. As soon as we got back I left her to go inside and walked away scolding myself.

This is bad! you shouldn't be saying especially feeling this!! It's soo wrong.

but if it's so wrong then why does it feel so right?

I came back to reality and sighed reluctantly and made my way inside.

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