Childhood sweethearts (Swasan)

Part-1 (Her pov)

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Today's part:

Swara pov:

Everything is the same. Nothing had changed. The same routine for years. But still, I am not able to forget him maybe because our last meet was not that good or it was the worst.

I don't know why he is still there in my mind?? From waking up in the day to sleeping in the night. Every thought I have that reminds me of him. His thoughts don't let me live in peace. I just hope that one day maybe his thoughts leave me. But I am unknown when that day will come.

I wonder he also misses me or not ?? But then again I know he doesn't like me I don't know why I believed him many years ago and still I am doing the same.

But why will he remember me?? I am a nobody to him. The person whose look he doesn't like. I just can't match his style na.

Every time I get ready for anything my mind reminds me of his words. Which he said on the last day of our meet. Which I thought as an ordinary meet but I never knew that was our last meet.

He used to call me his best friend but he didn't fell the need to meet his this namesake best friends for once also before leaving.

I was never important for him or maybe we were together because of our families or we both being classmates or  I was a topper and we use to study together or maybe he was the coolest guy and I was a nerd or ... there are a lot of reasons for us being best friends but I don't know any valid reason why I believe them all that time. Maybe I was too small to see the reality.

That we both don't have anything in common.
But I use to believe in the proverb opposite attracts maybe it's true for many but not for us.

It's been 10 years since he has gone but still, it feels like yesterday only we were together. It's like we talk regularly but he never called me. When he left me I thought he would call me but till today I am just living in the hope that his call will come which never happen. But still, I am waiting whenever someone gives a blank call I want it to be him but alas it's not him. It's a wrong number or a call by mistake.

In these years I remember one thing that all our friends were right that we are a couple but we never thought about our friendship as love but now when it's years that he left me. It seems to be love. People say it's a beautiful feeling but no one told me it gives pain also. All-day I wait for his call or his news but my day end with the death of hope. Because he will never change.

He is the Sanskar Maheshwari after all. All girls are die heart fans of this guy who I claimto be my best friend. But I don't think he even remembers my name. He is a talented guy whom everyone admires and I am also one of those fangirls but I realize it late very late because he makes me believe in the lie that we are best friends or best friends for namesake.

But I must say I never had a friend like him. Now I stop making friends because I can't trust anyone now not that easy and the friends I have that time went to different places for their studies and I lost all their contacts but I never lose contact with my bestie Shruti.

She was always there for me whenever I needed anything till now she is here as a support system. Maybe if she had not been there I must be shattered. She consoled me so well and make me believe that we were just not meant to be together.

We I mean I and he was two different peoples who by mistake meet and for some time stay together but we can't be together forever na. Mistakes took place for sometimes they are not forever the same was our bond and our time with each other. But with each day with the sun rise, I just hope that we can be together. But with the sunset, I know it can never happen.

It's my life not a movie or tv series that what we want can happen. People can tweet, post things, send messages and everything go according to us on the series with lots of struggle and hard work but my life is hopeless it can never be like that again.

It lost all the colours when he left me. Somewhere I lost myself that day when he left me. Now I am a totally different person. But everyone loves this new me. Everyone just wants to be like me. They want to copy my style, my looks, my dresses, my footwear everything. But who knows it is all fake. It's just a mask which I put so that I can be alone. People call me egoist and rude because they never want to see the real me. They just believe the outer self I show to them. I hope I can be that same girl I used to be years back.

I don't speak more I speak limited. the words which are needed nothing more. I never speak my heart. Because I fear that it will break again. But I use to write a lot all my feelings and thing I wanna do I write in a diary. Maybe one day I can be able to do all that and speak all the things.

Pov end.

Why Sanskar left Swara?? Why she is namesake best friend for him?? What happened years back that the last meet was the worst one?? Why he never contacted her?? Will Swara can be the previous one she use to be?? Will they be ever together ??

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