Childhood sweethearts (Swasan)

Part-7 (school)

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Recap: Swara remembering her childhood memories. How they were named childhood sweethearts and how he teaches her to speak.

Today's part:

Pov continues:

Like that time was passing and then finally the day came when we were going to school for the first time. Our kindergarten school. But we didn't cry like others do we were happy as we were together. Maybe that time also we know that together we can win the whole world.

We were always together in school nothing changed. Somewhere I had a fear that maybe with so many children around he will forget me but no he didn't. He was always there with me. In my happiness and in my sadness. When I was not able to complete the game and when I completed it. He was there with me when everyone else got bored by my trying to solve the things but he was always my constant support.

When I don't get anything he uses to teach me he was my first and my best teacher. Because he never gave up on me because he knows I can do it and he tries his best to bring the best out of me.

Like these years pass on and finally, we were in our primary school but still, things remain the same as I stopped fearing and thought this is constant for life. I and he will always be like this but that was just a mere thought of mine which never Became true.

Maybe we were not meant to be that way.
Maybe we have some other ways around. That only God knows.

But when we were in primary school many changes came in me suddenly I started learning faster and the things use to stay forever in my mind maybe this forever remembering only hurt me somewhere that's why now also I didn't forget his words. That words keep on revolving in my mind. Maybe someday I will forget it all and I don't know when that day will come.

Now I no more needed sanskaras help. I was learning on my own and this was the first thing Which changed but still, we were the same now we both use to study together instead of him teaching me and I was doing great in studies. now I help him also because firstly he uses to ignore his music because of me but now I am able to do my things on my own so he started his lessons.

That was the second change but he use to teach me all of his music lessons when he uses to come back and I use to complete his notes and teach him all that things which we did in class. Some things changed but for better or worst I don't know till now. But these changes did nothing in our relationship as I use to thought but maybe here only everything started. We were getting far but yet coming close.

Like this time goes on and he became the most popular boy of the school as he was always on stage for one or other performance or for his medals which he won in different competitions. Everyone was a crazy fan of his not only his singing but his looks and his personality. But he didn't even show 0.1% interest in any person or rather I say, girl. I was the only one who was seen with him.

Because of it, There was a rumour that maybe or you can say everyone was confirmed that I was his girlfriend. Who doesn't want him to mingle with anyone else? But they were just rumours and Sanskar said me not to believe in them all and I did as he said. It was not that tough. As I always followed what he said to me to do.

I was a nobody for everyone an invisible girl who never exist but because of Sanskar everyone knows me but I was given the tag nerd because of my appearance and my personality and I must say that name suited me also nerd it's not that bad as it sounds. Because somewhere I never expected person to know me also but I was known and was given a special name that was something I never thought will happen but it just did.

It was the start of unexpected things.

We were in high school and the final year students. And this year changed everything. Everything was the same people use to gossip about me from the previous year when we both joined in this school. In the 9th class.

But with time the gossips get lessen as Sanskar started talking with girls and I must say it was a miracle that happens because of our music teacher who told them to perform in duels and he agreed as it's about music and eventually started talking with girls. But this thing makes those girls happy.

I was again an invisible girl no one knows me. And it was a great feeling I must say no one cares what you do or what not you can do anything because you don't have a feeling of being judged by them.

I had no friends no one was there by my side.
I was always alone in class as Sanskar was my only friend and he was always busy in his music classes and I was left alone but I only choose this for me. I want him to be the best rockstar and for fulfilling our dream only he was away from me and about other people no one wants to be my friend as no one wants to be with a nerd. For having friends also we have to clear a test and I failed that test.

You know life is more simple when we are small we don't know anything we just treat everyone equal but with passing time everything changes. The time changed us. With the increase in age, we make requirements what we need and what not and we choose friends on that basis only.

And I never fitted in anybody's friend list so I am alone but I am not always alone as people talk to me and I am happy that they do but only when they need something they use to call me friend but for the work that they want from me. That time I never understand it but now I know everything very well. Now I understand what they thought about me and Why everyone uses to treat me like that why Sanskar said those words. Now everything makes sense. That Time I was too small to understand everything. But now I can after that day I understand everything.

Maybe that was a reality check for me and it really did its job. Today I am totally a new personality a person I was never. A new girl with a new identity and her previous identity hidden deep inside her whom no one can find.

I can never forget that last year of high school. That 10th class. It gives me so much and takes so much from me. My identity also. I was changed after that last day. I am no more that girl. No more.

And the thoughts ended as she went to sleep while thinking all this.

Pov ended.

If everything was constant then what changed everything?? Why her remembering power hurt her?? Why that high school changed them so much?? What she was not understanding in high school that she understands now?? What changed her? Why she was called nerd ?? The stylish diva or the fashion icon why was she a nerd?? Was she that dumb that she never knew person intentions??

High-school is a mystery.
To solve it read the next parts.

To know all the answers stay connected with the story ...

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