It was so sudden yet utterly, delightful instance
That perfect moment when you walked inside the house
It was undeniably, one vivid memory
Believe me, I was enthralled
A sound came out and all the more I was astounded
Swayed by your wisdom, caught a glimpse of your soul
You're like a placid sky, composed, so beautiful
So a thought came, "I desire to know you more"
None of us knew a time would come, even I was taken aback
Nor was I ready for the days as they pass
I was completely attracted deeply by your individuality
the more I suppressed it, the more it wants to explode
Would you accept my intended unapologetic apology?
"I am sorry but not really am sorry"
For the chats and talks and get together, I'm not sorry
For praying, hoping and wishing you'd notice me, I am not sorry
It just happened, just because and just like that, I am not sorry
Tonight, I gathered enough courage to say a petition to God
"Lord, if this emotion didn't come from you
I earnestly ask of you to take it away, please
I don't want to be hurt, more so I don't want to destroy a potential friendship"
I don't want to demand anything from you
Because I don't want to demand
I want it to be your choice, I want it to be your conviction, I want it to be your heart and God's
I want you to choose me, not for the sake of choosing, but for the sake of you, being afraid of losing me
