Cast Me Away

Rain

Drip...drip

The rain had finally stopped after what had seemed to be forever, it's not that I hate the rain it's just that it reminds me again of how alone I actually am in this world. Everything seemed like it was going so slow like time had suddenly stopped when my life decided to suddenly fall down.

One

Two

Three

Sigh... and the rain was back

I counted the people outside my bedroom window with a cup of hot rose tea on my hand slightly burning my skin. It's not that I didn't feel the pain...it was mostly on purpose to ease my mind so I can feel more like everybody else, but nothing did ever help in my past 16 years of breathing in this horrendous world.

"Robin!!!" my mom yelled on top of her lungs. I stood up from my bed and walked towards the living room, she looked at me yet again like I did something wrong. My mom and I never really had that mother-daughter loving relationship and neither did I with my father, however I hated my father unlike my mom I only disliked her, she was okay sometimes only when she wasn't acting 360 pyscho which is a full on circle/full mode on crazy mom.

"What", I said as I stood beside the door and looked at her sitting on the couch.

"I was going to make dinner soon but your asshole of a father didn't let me go shopping yesterday so I coudn't buy anything, he left some money so you go buy some eggs and tomatoes", like the usual i'm always the little servant in this house and the black sheep, the rest of my siblings would never get told to go out in the pouring rain at 8pm to buy some vegetables. I sighed and took an umbrella and the money on the counter and left the house. its not that I hated going to buy groceries infact I actually liked it because I wouldn't have to breath the same air as thoes snakes.

My father would never let me leave the house or even be social, he thought that I don't need any friends except for my siblings. So for that i would just go to school and come home and well...do nothing and as for summer I probably only left the house to go to the supermarket.

Ahhh sweet life.

I put on my headphones and blasted of some music until I felt like my earlobes would explode. The supermarket was far so I got their as quickly as i could and entered inside and started looking for the items on the list. I didn't actually have a list just what I remembered from my bad memory. as I was walking through the ailes there was a short little boy who kept staring at me from far, i ignored it for a while and then I started getting creeped out so I walked over to him.

"What's your problem kid", I said looking down

"Curses....you are" he slowly muttered

"W-what..are you drunk kid? you know you're too young to be underage drinking even I haven't touched that stuff", well that was a lie..maybe I have a few times but It wasn't anything that I continued, just something I did out of curiosity. The kid walked closer to me and said "You..cursed...run", at this point I was pretty sure this umm..eleven year old kid was either insane or insanely drunk. I walked away from him after laughing at his response, paid for my items and left the store. When I looked back inside the kid had completely disappeared, maybe I was the one drunk? even though I hadn't dranken anything today.

It was getting late and the rain hadn't stopped so I decided to run and quickly get home and take a warm shower. I tried to open my umbrella but it was stuck so I just ran off without it. what a weird day I kept thinking and lost in my thoughts I looked over and saw a car rushing towards me.

Beep.......

ahh so this was the end.

what a lifeless life I have lived.

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Song recommendation 

// Stop The Rain - Day6 //