Songs I Write | III

Heartache

Is there ever a night when I don't feel so much pity for myself?
There ever a time when I can feel okay without anyone else?
Will I get over this boulder in my way? Don't think I can escape this time
Dodged the bullets but the wounds, infections, suffering come from your knife

And I loved you so much
And I need you to touch
And I know I broke it, stole it away
You cast me out, rightfully cannot stay
But I want you, I want you just enough

Just enough to make a fool of my own
Enough to bring me down
Just enough to love you through the heartache
And in your presence I drown
And I know you have the biggest right to force me, push me aside
But I'd have it no other way

I guess it's easy to say
Easier said than done
I'm not allowed to say
That I want you, but I want you

And I loved you so much
And I need you to touch
And I know I broke it, stole it away
You cast me out, rightfully cannot stay
But I want you, I want you just enough

And I loved you so much
And I need you to touch
I loved you