It's been already a week since Derrin went out of her life. She had been crying for a week too. And she admitted that she was devastated when Derrin left. She look so haggard and ugly.
She didn't know who exactly she was. There is a missing part in her. She tried to find the lost part to make herself complete and live again as if she had not live before. She wants to be born again- skipping the part of being broken.She wants to start anew. How?
Napapikit na lamang siya at gusto na niyang mapagod sa lahat. She finally decided to get up, fix herself, fix her life, fix her job, and everything in her that was ruined. Her heart? Oh yes! Her heart!
Tahimik ang bahay, mukhang tolog pa si Didi o baka hindi ito nakauwi. She went down and she found a note in the table. Galing kay Didi.
It says:
My princess,
I am not going to be with you for a couple of days ,maybe a week or two.. I am with my superiors in a business trip at Singapore. I wasn't able to inform you yesterday because it was an abrupt decision of the company... It was just last night they phoned me about the travel and I prefer not to bother you in your solitude. So i decided to leave you a note. Please help yourself. Get up now, eat, and shop.. I will bring you some beauty stuffs I'll find. I know you need it nowadays.. I love you little sister.. Take care of yourself while Ate maganda is not arround.. Huwag ka pagotom!
She was emotionally touched by the note Didi made.. And she was disheartened of being left alone. She calmed herself. Kailangan parin niyang mabuhay. Hindi pa kataposan ng lahat. Magsisimula siyang mabuhay at umusbong ulet. "God," sambit niya.." Tulongan Ninyo po ako..
At last! The day she waited for so long, she starts to breath as if she is a newly born baby. She had her life back. And no turning back this time.
No bitter past will ruin her blissful present. She sighed with hopes high!
She is mindful of her own happiness.
She tried to forgive and forget in order to move on. But when that person who caused all the miseries she had once in her life, suddenly appeared and asked her to go back in his arms. Would she allow that person to mess her life again?
Everybody deserves a second chance and might love would be sweeter for the second time around.
She thinks of it, upon receiving a text message from her ex-boyfriend. Asking and begging her to come back.. Uh..uh..uh... She turns off her mobile phone,maybe the entire afternoon she might not open it.. She plans her day to be happy! Ignoring a good-for-nothing bastard, he deserves it.. And she smilled victoriously.
Tanaw niya ang sarili sa salamin. Napansin niyang maaliwalas na ang kanyang mukha. Nawala na ang matinding pangingitim ng eyebags niya dulot ng kawalan ng tolog. Nagpapasalamat siya sa Stresstabs, mahimbing ang kanyang pagtolog sa gabi. Lalong lalo na sa Maykapal na nagpatatag at gumagabay sa kanya at sa mga taong patuloy na sumusuporta sa kanya sa kabila ng kanyang pagkakamali at pagkadapa..
She don't have any plans to be with somebody to accompany her the entire day. She will explore her own world- with herself. She wants to be joyful and how solitude will bring her to her own version of Nirvana. She begin the day- with herself. She is brave now!
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