It's now Wednesday and we had our movie night on Saturday, since then I've been at work and been lying about the house. I haven't heard anything from Luke which is strange because normally he doesn't leave me alone. Sarah has been on two dates with Ashton and honestly I'm jealous because I know that won't happen between Luke and I.
Today I am feeling so shit, I just want to be on my own and not talk to anyone. Last night I had a dream or should I say nightmare.
*<Dream>
"I hate you, I have just been playing with you. Why would anyone love you? Your own father abandoned you, you shouldn't even be here. Everyone would be happy if you left and never came back" Luke said harshly,spitting at me.
"W-what?" I cry
Luke just laughs at me and pushes me.
<end of dream>*
This is why I don't want to be around anyone, Sarah said she is staying at Ashton's for a few days which will give me some alone time.
*Around 3pm*
I decided I wanted a coffee from Costa or Starbucks, which ever I find first. I leave the house with jeans and a baggy hoodie on, my hair up in a high bun and no makeup. I couldn't be fucked if anyone saw me, I'm not gonna talk to them anyway. I see Costa and make my way over.
"Can I get a cappuccino" The worker nods and starts my order. After paying and waiting a few minutes it's finally done, I grab my coffee and leave. I walk down the road and take the longer way home, not many people come this way.
"Lukee, don't! Someone might see uss" I hear someone whine. I walked closer to the noise and peak around the corner to find a girl and Luke! Luke was sucking on her neck and probably trying to get more.
I feel my eyes water, I thought we had something since he was being nice. I don't need this today out of all days. This makes me feel 10 times worse than I did before I left the house. I need to walk past them to get home. I wipe my eyes and slowly walk towards them. they hear my feet and look up. Luke's eyes go wide and he instantly moves away from the girl.
"Mia, what are you doing here" Luke says, walking this way.
"Fuck off Luke" I snap. I start walking faster,so hopefully I can get past them faster and they won't see my tears.
I am nearly around the corner and the tears are flowing down my face and I hear Luke shouting my name, repeatedly. I slightly turn around but not enough for him to see me and give him the middle finger.I make my way home and hear cars beeping loudly, I turn around and see Luke walking across shouting at them then running to catch up with me. I start to lightly jog then end up sprinting as he gets closer to me.
He grabs my arm and spins me round so I'm facing him, he starts to speak but I yank my arm back and turn around and sprint to my house, opening and locking the door as quick as I could so Luke couldn't get in.Half a seconds later, I hear banging on the door. He sounds angry because it feels like the door is going to break down. I have my back against the door and can feel the vibrations of each bang.
"Mia! Open this door right now!" Luke angrily shouts.
"No, fuck off" I scream back, kicking the door.
"I will wait here all night Mia, you don't want that do you?" He replies
"Do what the fuck you want, I don't care anymore because you obviously don't care about me!" I scream
Ok, maybe screaming through a door isn't the best thing. I groan loudly and walk up the stairs, not giving a shit on what Luke does. He can stand out there all night, he won't though. He will give up and go home because he is an asshole.
*3am*
I sit up, gasping for air with tears streaming down my cheeks. I hate nightmares, no matter how old I get, they seem to get worse. I decide to go get a glass of water or some type of refreshment. I got my glass of water and still haven't looked in a mirror but I know I probably look like a raccoon, I hear a grunt at the door and drop my glass.
"Fucksake" I cuss.
"Mia? Are you ok? Are you hurt?" Luke shouts.
I forgot he was there, I slide past the broken glass and over to the front door, deciding whether I should let him in or not. He has been here all night and it's freezing outside. I unlock the door and open it slowly, letting Luke fall through the door. he immediately stands up and brushes off the dirt.
"Finally"
"Will you just go home, I do not want to see.."
He cuts me off!
"Why are you crying" He wipes my face with his fingers.
"Nightmares" I turn away from him, bending down to pick up the broken glass.
"Ouch" I whine, when a piece off glass slices my hand and the blood pours out of it. Luke grabs a towel and wraps it around my hand and guides me into the bathroom where my first aid kit is. He grabs the disinfectant spray and a bandage to cover my hand. He sprays my hand quickly as I grab his shirt and hiss at the pain, also a single tear escapes my eye. He wipes my tear and tucks my hair behind my ears.
"Does it hurt?" He asks nicely. I shake my head no, and he continues to wrap the bandage around it. Once he is finished he grabs my wrist and guides me into my bedroom and gently lays me down and tucks me in, like a baby. He is about to walk out and switch the light off
"Please stay" I whisper. He hears me even though I could barely hear myself. He takes off his shirt and jeans and shoes and slides into the bed, wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling the cover over the both of us.
"Goodnight Mia" He kisses my head and next thing I know, I'm falling deep into a peaceful sleep.
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All Is Forgotten(Punk Luke Hemmings)
FanfictionShe's been forgotten all her life, left alone from the start. Her life was hell as her family left her out or compared her. She wanted an escape, so she leaves! She moves away and is finally free from all the stress and evil in her life. Will it cha...