Dear: My First Love

Half My Heart

Half of me is longing for you

Waiting for you to come back

Waiting for you to find happiness

Not in another

But in yourself

And to realise we are meant to be 

Half of me understands

I understand that maybe we are not perfect for each other

That maybe you did do me a favour

That maybe the stars didn't align for us this time

And we have to keep searching

Half of me is angry

That you gave up on us

And Half of me is glad

That you put yourself first for once

I'm being pulled between conflicting emotions

Torn in the middle

Split at my heart

And I have to heal

But I want you to be there waiting for me when I'm cured