It's time for a change [[Completed]]

No more changes

It's been a month, a month since I've lost my memory. A month in this body. A month in this body that I felt like I didn't belong in. Everyday Thor has come in, everyday I've felt more and more awkward because my memory just wasn't there. No matter how much I've tried to jog it, the home videos, the pictures, the places. Nothing. The doctors have said nothing. Saying it will either come back or it won't. No one will say it, but I know they're thinking that it won't. They have so many inside jokes that they try to share with me. So many things they say, laugh, look at me, then look awkward and change the subject.  I feel so alone, so out of the loop. Like an outcast. Yesterday I got the cast off, yesterday I laid in bed and thought about what to do. I decided, I was going to leave. I have no idea where I was going to go, no idea what I was going to do. But I do know that I didn't want to be here. I couldn't be here anymore. It was so awkward. The house had a thick pungent sense of awkward. Natasha couldn't look at me, everytime she did she looked as if she was going to cry. Part of me screamed to comfort her, but I just couldn't.  A bigger part of me questioned why I  should do that to a stranger. A stranger with a fiance none the less. I wanted to scream, to yell, to cry, to hug every single one of them and tell them I remembered them, but then I would be lyng. And I couldn't dare lie to all of them. Just like I couldn't bare to watch them all suffer the way that they do everyday when they see me. 

I sat on my bed, with the small bag in my hands. All I was waiting for was to hear them say goodnight. I would wait for an hour, then I would leave, And they would never see me again. They would never need to worry about me. And I wouldn't need to worry about them. Selfish, I know. But I can't exactly feel for people I have no idea whom they are. I just can't do it. Not right now. If my memory is ever recovered them I'll come back...if they want me too.

I huffed as I trudged along the highway. The very bleak empty highway. Things seemed almost to quiet. I had been walking for  a good 4 hours now. Trying to stay in the woods so no one would see me. But now obviously I couldn't hide in the woods. So I found myself fast walking along the highway. Looking around making sure no one saw me. My mind wandered to everyone back at the house. I wondered if they were looking for me, if maybe they were happy I was gone. Or maybe they really didn't notice my departure. But who am I kdiding. It's about 1 in the morning. I highly doubt they would come to check on me in the middle of the night. I felt bad. All I left was a measly note.

-TONYS POINT OF VIEW-

Dear Tony,

      I'm so sorry, but I feel like an outcast. I can't handle to see any of your faces anymore. It hurts to see you all in pain. The worst part is that I don't know why. I know somewhere in my head is all of my memories, but I can't bare to not rememeber another day. Please don't come looking for me. I'm sure one day we'll see eachother again. I'm sure one day I'll remember. But until then I'm in this body where I don't feel like I belong. Wish me luck, hopefully I make it.

     Love,

            Annie

I gripped the paper as the tears poured out. Pepper rubbed my arm, everyone looking solem and meak.

"Did we really look at her sad?" Steve asked while twidling his thumbs.

"Obviously we did." Clint snapped. Crying along with the rest of us.

"We have to go look for her!" I yelled.

"Tony! Wait! We have to think about this. She obviously left hours ago. She could be anywhere. We need to think of a way to find her. Where could she have gone?" Pepper asked.

"DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THE SERIOUSNESS IN THIS PEPPER? WE NEED TO NOT FUCKING SIT HERE! WE NEED TO SPIT UP AND LOOK FOR HER! MY DAUGHTER IS GONE!" I yelled and collapsed. I blamed myself fully for this. This was all my fault. I needed my baby girl back. I don't know what I was supposed to do...

"Please calm down Tony, we'll find her I promise." Pepper whispered in my ear.

-ANNIES POINT OF VIEW-

It had been hours. I was tired, and all I wanted to do was sleep. My legs felt like wet noodles, and my eyelids were droopy. I came across a small diner and perked up. Swiftly I rushed in and fell down on a seat. it was about 8 in the morning by now. I had no idea how long I had been walking, but I do know that It had been a very long time. 

"Hello there, what can I get you sweetheart?" I heard an old voice asked me. I looked up to see a older woman with graying hair, and kind eyes.

"Oh, uhm just water please." I mumbled while stiffling a yawn.

"You look exhausted, where are you headed from."

I looked down and blushed.

"I uhm....I...it's a long story..." I mumbled.

She sat down and pour me a cup of coffee, "I have time."

I smiled at her and explained to her everything, except left out of the fact that I was related to Tony Stark. 

"My my, youve had quite a few months now haven't you?" I nodded while munching on the pancakes she had her husband make for me. After a few more hours, she gave my some food, and sent me on my way. Only because I declined on staying with her for a little while. I didn't want to get close to anyone, not now. After another hour or 2 of walking, I felt a presence. I whipped around, not seeing anything I continued to walk but I began to rush. When I heard footsteps I started to ru, and when I felt them breathing down my kneck I started to scream. Only to be knocked out.