My brothers Best friend-Payton Moormeier

Part 15

Part 15: Hungover

"Girl you better get your ass up and get the hell ready. School starts in 20" Maya shakes me until I wake up.

"Wtf is wrong with you it's sun- wait Monday ... I'm not going!" I look at her with a serious face.

"Yes you are!" Looks back at me with a serious face.

"If I see Paytons face I'll start crying so no!"

"You won't be crying if I'll be with you!"

"Ugh fine" I groan and get out of bed. I wanna look sexy so I take a really cut out white body and a black ripped jeans with my white nike shoes.

"Girl you look really hot!"

"Thanks!"

"But it's cold af outside" she laughs.

I take on my new bluberry hoodie and leave. During lunch we chose a new table. Some of the guys from the player fuckboys agreed with Jackson so they got out as well. We basically made a new squad. Payton hasn't come to lunch and Dylan hasn't even come to the school at all. He says he isn't feeling well but somehow I don't believe it.

Payton's gift been in my hands all day. I want to open it so bad but I also don't. It's weird. Every time I'm about to untie the bow on top of it my brain tells me no but my heart says yes.

I'm back from school. Nothing special happened today. Me and Payton haven't talked. Actually we almost did but thankfully Maya sent him away.  The little box he was gonna give me is still closed but i don't know for how long.

I miss staying over at Payton's after school. And do something romantic. Always something new but that will never happen again. Sometimes I just wanna kiss him so bad than hug him and later on I realize that I shouldn't do that.

I miss him for sure but I need to get over him as soon as possible. I shouldn't have told him that I love him...

Since Maya didn't delete the pictures from the 'recently deleted' I can just watch our old pictures together. I start crying and I cry myself into sleep.

-

I wake up the the sound of my parents fighting really aggressively. They been fighting over the last two months but I didn't really care. I only cared about Payton... well things have changed.

I get out of my bed and I start to walk downstairs when Jackson stops me.

"You better not Bonnie..." he looks at me with a sad face and realizes that I've cried all my makeup off. "What the hell happed to you?"

"Nothing" I look at him and try to wipe my mascara off from under my eye.

"Have you been crying?"

"No I fall asleep" I say a little mad. I didn't want to admit that I've been crying. It's just feels so awkward.

"I'm sure you did" he looks at me with the most annoying face of his.

"Okay you can clearly see it... i I've been crying because of this fuçkin-" he stops me.

"It's not a big deal Bon...I know how you feel"

"Don't even bother to continue or I'll slap you!" I hate when he is too nice to me because I know that he wants something from me when he acts too nice.

We watch our parents fight for a few minutes then Jackson pulls me up to our room. We have our rooms on the same floor just I have my in the left corner and he has his on the other side of the floor. On the right corner. We have a pretty big house. 4 bedrooms with their own bathrooms. Jackson's and My rooms in on the top floor. A floor under us is our parents room and the guests room. Another floor below we have our kitchen and living room where we were just watching the fight. We have a small 'house' thing or that is how I call it. It's actually our garage. And a huge backyard. It's actually not that big but for me it is.

About me and Jackson... we are a weird type of siblings or twins or how every people want to call us. Me and Jackson get along pretty good but when he brings up his Fuckboy type every once in a while I just hate him.

"Bonnie?! Are you even listening to me?" I get back from my imagination and look at him.

"I zoomed out sorry what were you talking about?" I ask him.

"Good morning siss! I said that we are going to a party now! And I won't take no as an answer!" I look at him and roll my eyes.

"You are acting the same as Payton sometimes!"

I go inside my room. I wash my cried off remaining makeup from my face and get into a tight and short dress. Jackson waits for me. I finish and go to his room. We can sneak out there without our parents noticing. Under his window there's a huge leader.

I shook my head. "Do you sneak out a lot ?"

" a week once or twice" he looks at me with a relaxed face.

-

"Hey gorgeous do you wanna go up in that room and have some fun?" He points to a room.

We are at Chase's house. I haven't drink anything yet and I don't even want to. I answer to the stranger.

"No thanks"

"Come on it will be fun!"

"Not with you! I said no so bye!" He looks at me with his eyes widening.

"Ok chill hottie! Drink some and have fun" he puts his cup of beer under my nose close to my lips.

I stand up and I go away.

-

"Dude who is that girl on the counter?" A strange boy looks at me and asks.

"I have no idea but she's really hot!"

"I wonder how much she drunk"

"A bottle of tequila and now , half a bottle of whiskey" the guy says who wanted me to relax and enjoy the party.

"Damn her system can handle it better than anyone" the first guy says

I ignore everything and enjoy the music, dancing on the counter and drinking. "Chug! Chug! Chug!" A guy tells me I actually find really cute.

"Should I?" I ask from everyone.

Of course everyone says yes. I start chugging it while everyone shouts to me. I finish it and put my hands up.

I actually started drinking because I saw Payton at the party. I don't know where he is but I don't even care. A little bit of the too much alcohol hits me and I faint. I fell of the counter and everyone stops

I'm back to being okay I just fainted for a few seconds. The next thing I notice is that a strong guy holds me in his arms and walks up with me but as I freak out and faint again.

-

I look around a clean room and see no one. I regret thinking that no one is there. I feel an arm around my waist and as I turn around I see Payton laying next to me. I freak out for a few seconds. He is sleeping and both of us has clothes on. I don't remember anything about last night. The last thing I remember is walking away from that annoying guy who wanted to have sex with me.

I try to get up from the bed and feel my head get smashed with pain. I immediately run to the bathroom to throw up. Payton comes after me and he holds my hair. I am still paralyzed about why were we sleeping together. I wash my face and come out of the bathroom after Payton.

He gives me a glass of water and some pills. "Here these will help you" I put the pills inside my mouth and swallow them with some water.

"Where am I? What happened to me last night and why the hell does my head hurts this much?" I ask him. He tells me everything what happened. I freak out as he tells me.

There's a little awkward silence and he speaks up. "You kept on fading so I took out here" not a while later I realize that I'm in his room. I see some pictures of us above my head.

"Why did you help me?" I ask him.

"Because I couldn't leave you there and watching you get hurt."