"She's just shy"

Chapter 1

((First chapter is going to be kinda short, it's just to let you guys know a little bit about the main character~ cx))

Imagine this

You wake up to a wet pillow and a clouded mind. You start getting into your school uniform, while you take off your shirt, you notice those ugly wrists, full of scars. You get in the school bus, sit on the back of the bus, and wish you were invisible, while you put on your headphones, you don't put the music too loud. Even if you like to listen it at 100% volume, it'd be pretty embarrassing if someone heard a bit of that loud screamo mess.

You get to school, you try to be the last one to get off the bus, and you rush to the library, there's not that much people in there, and it's a pretty quiet place. You read a book until the bell rings, that's when you feel you already want to go home.

You head to your Homeroom, and make it through the day. By the time the last period ends, you're exhausted. You get to your house, lock yourself in your room and cry. Cry until there's nothing else. Cry because you're lonely, cry because nobody has talked to you in about two months, cry because you have no friends, you just cry yourself to sleep.

That's how it is for me, every single day. Same thing.

My name is Jane Bianchi. I have a mental disorder called social anxiety. I guess you could call it "extreme shyness" or something like that. I'm a sophomore at L.R. Rose High School. But I think that's just another word for "hell"