I want to imagine the person you care for most and think about every little thing you've ever done wrong to them. Now, amplify that by about 1-6 million. It's not a good feeling is it?
Guess what, there are people that feel that way constantly and the last thing they want to be told is "it's okay" because to them, that seems like a lie. They don't feel things can ever be okay. They feel unloved, worthless and they can feel like a monster.
Trust me, I'm one of them.
Day after day I get lost in this ocean
I kick and I scream and I drown in emotion
Time after time I refuse to surrender
If I don't make it out alive, will you remember me?
Remember me
And if I come undone
What have I left behind
Was there a smoking gun
That made me lose my mind
Or will it really matter
If I check out this way
Will you just end up hating
The ghost of what I became
