that was the first semester on 7th grade.
now hey it's the second semester. what would go wrong?
uh,
E v e r y t h i n g.
there's a point when you will lost everything you have right? well yeah.
Kevin, being my best friend he is, started to avoid me for some reason. i tried to opened up conversation with him, but he just ignores me. i started becoming worried about him, i asked him if i did anything wrong, but he said, i didn't do anything wrong. i was scared Azz was telling him stuff, and well...i can't do anything about it. i let it flow for like a month or 2? i started asking Luff about it too. he kept saying something like "probably he's jealous because me and you are closer than you and him" my ignorant ass just thought that he thought i didn't think him as my close friend or so. but it get more annoying everyday, it filled me with guilt. until i reach the point i forced him to answer. he tried to avoid it, but in the end he told me to ask Azz. so i did, though she hated me. i asked her about the thing Kevin said me, Azz said "Kevin likes you, like as a crush"
what am i supposed to do?
i dont feel the same way, and i can't force my self to like him.
Kevin asked me if i knew about it by then, and i said i do, i didn't say anything about it though, i tried to search for another topic cuz i don't want anything happened between us. but he is the one who took a wild start and avoid me, until now i supposed.
i can't do anything about it, can i?
i tried to contact him but it doesn't feel like it was before.
i wan't us to be like before, nothing happened between us, just clear as day friends.
that's for now i guess
