I regret to make you cry
I regret to make you mad
I regret to make you sad
every stupid mistake I ever made to bring you discomfort,
every stupid decision that made you lock yourself on your room,
every stupid decision that made you think that you are not perfect
I regret all of em.
I regret that I always think negative thoughts
I regret that am not and I cant be perfect for you
I regret that I cant be able to fulfill your needs n wants
I regret of torturing such a beautiful creature,
a wonderful and amazing woman,
bright woman and smart.
how can I do that to you if am not born with evil inside me,
the only I made right is to love you,
but my ways,
my anger
my attitude,
is what I am ashamed of everyday.
I wish I was the best,i really want that,
I wish was perfect I really want that,
but I end up messing everything up.
I regret that I know love and that I am not able to protect it,
am truly sorry and I hope one day you may forgive me.
cause I truly am in love with you without hesitation and I hope I be better for you.