Dear soul mate,
I hope you are doing good and fine, I believe that this is something you don't wanna see or read but before you put it away please continue reading. I already asked for forgiveness any times but i hope this will be the last time cause of how I feel, we have been in a lot of fights but this one is different and it makes me feel I have loose you for good.
loosing you have been so hard to me, the habit I created to myself of thinking of you before I sleep and before I get out of the bed have been really affecting me,I feel terrible. Its like am living in a cell, in the same moment, same time, same hell!. I go out to party with people i don't know, people I don't care about, showing off that am happy but the truth is that I am struggling inside to take you from my system so that I can be free and be happy again but that is something I cant because of my love for you, and that is like a joke with everything I did to you but it is the truth from what I feel in my heart.
I want you to be happy than I could ever make you, I want you to be successful than any person I know, i want you to be great! pursue your dreams, work-hard and don't stop having fun. make new friends,get a great guy than me I hope, I wish you all the best and fulfillment in all your desires. I know I couldn't fulfill a lot of my dreams because of different circumstances' but I wish one I can make up for you.
my final request and say is that, you are my one, I know there is no woman I will ever love like the way I love you and because of that I will live with this burden inside me, but you can always count me on anything because I will support you in anyway I can, and remember always my heart belong to you, I know I can try to go out and date and continue with life but within I know very well that I cant stop loving you and this is because I already tried and still I could think of you most of the time. I love you always, if you ever feel anything I will always be waiting for you.
I love you,
Always and Forever.
