"What about me?" (Joshua Hong)

Worry

《Seungcheol》

  We all were nervous and panicking as we waited for an update on the Vocal unit. Our manager went to a convince store and got us some food, most of us didn't want to eat. The second the doctor approached us, we all jumped to our feet and crowded around him.

  "Hong Jisoo is alright, however both of his legs are badly injured, and will need to be in a wheelchair for some time, but he will live and he's resting right now." The doctor says and we all breathe a sigh of relief, at least he is okay."Lee Seokmin, is in a comma, there is a high chance he will wake up." He says and we felt a bit more hopeful.

"Boo Seungkwan is on life support right now, and is also in a comma." I can hear Vernon gasp. "Yoon Jeonghan suffered major injures and is in surgery right now." He says and I feel my heart beat faster. Life support?! Comma?! Surgery?! Then Hoshi asked the question we all were wondering.

  "What about Jihoon?" He asks nervously and the Doctors face drops. "Lee Jihoon was sitting in the front seat apparently. He died on impact and before we arrived, I'm sorry for your loss." He says, and then mostly everyone burst into tears. The performance unit hugged Hoshi, who was sobbing the most, and loudest.

  We had lost the leader of the vocal unit, our producer. I sat down, it felt like everything in my brain had stopped working, memories with me and Jihoon flooded through my head. I didn't know I was crying until tears landed on my hands. I hoped the others would be ok.

  The nurse said she would contact Woozi's family, and then the update the other members family. When the nurse was on the phone with Woozi's parents she couldn't understand them clearly because of his mother's sobs and accent. The nurse handed the phone off the me. It was one of the most painful phone calls I've ever made.

  "What are we going to do?" I hear our manager sigh. I lean my head against the wall, one of the members hands me a cup of water. I took it, Mingyu said him, Wonwoo and Vernon are going to the Starbucks. Since we didn't eat anything when our manager had originally got us. They asked if I wanted anything, I declined. They nodded and headed out.

  Dino was in a bad state, he was so worried for his Hyungs, that he couldn't actually keep any food down. None of us knew when Jeonghan would get out of surgery. But all we could do is pray.

《END OF PART 1》