Acquaintances.

Reality sets in.

I had been convinced that I'll always be with Kisha.
I guess I'm still in the infatuation phase.

Love.

I feel like love is just a demon that's preying on kids.

I was convinced that nothing would ever take my place in Kisha's life,PERIOD.

I had always suspected Kisha having a fling with who I didn't know,but I did and she said no

"Baby did you Kiss Jody?"

"Shaun I didn't and I'm probably saying this for the last time"

I moved from the topic because I saw she was becoming a bit defensive,I took her out and walked her straight home.

One thing I hated about Kisha is that he friends had a more firm say in my life that me.

I guess those are one of the burdens that come with the words I Love You.

I got home I found Omarion playing with his toy car

"Where's mom?",I asked.

You know by this time she's already in bed.

Okay,I go to my room.

Love...I loved my siblings and enjoyed staying with them but every time me and Kisha had a fight I'd fight with them,take out my frustration out on them.
ALWAYS!

So when I felt like that I would take my journal and write how I feel,so that I can hold the urge of beating my siblings.

I wrote something:
I'm sure that I could be the best boyfriend ever
But do you my friends wish that too ?
Or the girls whom I left for you?
I know I'm not entirely good
And you aren't too

"I wish I could have you on lockdown just us two
We could hire a room and maybe I could propose too
My boy apologized after trying to date you bc he knew how I felt about you
There so many boys in my avenue that I hate bc of you
And I'm learning to accept that my day of revenge will come too."

I was so furious because Jody was an acquaintance,someone I chilled with and he knew how I felt about Kisha.

Evil huh?

And out there, there are boys just like him.