Lying Eyes

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I wake up everyday
Preparing for an end
Rumors and lies
I can't control this anger inside
This chapter you started is the death of me
And the beginning of the real demon in me
What is right
What is wrong
Someone tell me for I no longer know
Oh someone tell me what I am supposed to do
The demon in me is crawling out for revenge
You pretended to be my friend
But now I see the end
And you are not my friend
I never want to see you again
You lied right in my face
And deleted everything
Oh if you wanted me to smile today
Maybe you should have tried a different way
I turn a page trying to find another fate
But you deleted my other options away
I wonder when is my end
I want to die tonight
And almost every night before
This clock is ticking down
every second is closer
To one of our deaths
I feel my world tilting on me
I'm falling down the stairs
Should I scream
Should I hide
I'm living in a twisted symphony
I don't know what's right anymore
I'm counting down
Can you hear me
Can you see me
I can no longer drown out the rumors you made
This pain deep inside
Does it have an end
I can no longer drown you out
I'm just counting the hours down
I'm the one drowning now
I can't see the bottom
Will I still be breathing tomorrow
Oh everything is gone
And no one even knows
The illusion of your lies
Putting everything in disguise
I'm so fed up with your lies
Revenge is screaming out and clawing you
through the cracks of your misery
I don't know if this demon can stay inside
I'm coming for you
You can no longer hide
I place a new chapter before your eyes

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