Jailbird

Markus- Three

>|> Truth is I wasn't going to work. You see I have a bitch in New Mexico who's 33 weeks pregnant with my daughter. I ain't proud of it being on the DL but I can't have Cedric knowing my shit. I don't need people to know who the fuck I like sticking my dick in. Honestly I just got with her to appease my family. I have all this money and they want me to settle down even earlier despite me being in my early twenties. She is always fucking texting my phone or tryna call me and seeing where I'm at. Don't get me wrong I wanna be in my daughter's life and be a good dad but I can't continue to be with women. I know the longer I keep this lie up the more people it'll hurt and I know that Cedric HATES DL dudes with a passion. But I can't let that white nigga have him. Niggas supposed to stay with niggas and white dudes need to stay to they own. The only reason I had that threesome was because I knew Cedric wanted it and I love having sex with him. But I need to find some dirt on Liam. I know wanna be white thugs like him always have some dirt.
Las Cruces, New Mexico
Me- Baby wants wrong? Is the baby okay?
Wanda- No Markus. I've been throwing up all day, you haven't been answering your phone, and I can't get out this damn bed! You know I've been pregnant for 33 weeks now and I've been feeling like crap for each and every fucking day!
Me- Baby you know work and shit and traveling back and forth from El Paso-
Wanda- Then let's either move to El Paso or you can find a job here in New Mexico.
Me- Nah. Transferring my credentials from Texas to New Mexico is too much money and paperwork.
Wanda- Moving to Texas it is. C'mon baby we aren't that poor. You make $900K a year and I make $850K a year.
Me- I don't want to move. Especially since you on bed rest for the next 11 weeks. You have a high risk pregnancy Wanda and-
Wanda- Baby you stress to much... just relax
Wanda moved over and started caressing my neck. I feel so bad especially because I just gone done having a threesome with two other men. But I loved her silky skin and hair. I loved her pregnant body but I couldn't bring myself to have sex with her. I feel weird having sex with the woman who's carrying my daughter. Plus, the doctor told us that she already has high blood pressure and having sex will just put her and the baby at extreme risk. Her family already has a history of premature labor, she's already scheduled for a c section at 36 weeks, I don't want my daughter born any earlier than she needs to be, but Wanda won't understand that. She's a selfish little bitch and I fucking hate that.
Me- Not today... Wanda you know you already at high risk. I can't let you out my baby girl at even more risk.
Wanda- What do you mean by that Markus!?! You think I choose to be bed ridden for 33 whole weeks? You think I've choose to have pre eclampsia!?! You think I want to give birth a month earlier than need be!?!
Me- You literally sit here and try to fuck every time I come home! You think that's healthy!?!
Wanda- MAYBE! Just maybe it's because I miss us. I miss how you would hold me and touch me before you got that damn job!
Me- You know I'm just tryna provide for my daughter.
Wanda- Really Markus! Together we have $1 million dollars. We have more than enough for this baby for a while.
Me- You know my homeboy just got out.
Wanda- That faggot!?! I don't want my man around those types of people-
Me- Aye don't you say that word. And plus who are you to judge? Didn't you have a little girlfriend in high school?
Wanda- No Markus. I just don't agree with that lifestyle. Men are with women and vice versa. It's sick. What do two men even do?
Me- Love each other? Grow together? Same shit a man and a woman could do but replace the woman with another man.
Wanda- My daughter better not turn out to be one of those people.
Me- Or?
Wanda- She won't stay in our house.
Me- See that's the problem with black people. Y'all so quick to wanna cover for the drug dealing cousin, the pedophile uncle, the dad who's going on fucking different women every day. But the second y'all get a gay son or lesbian daughter y'all wanna kick em out. If my daughter bring home another girl I would love her and her girlfriend like she was my own. If you wanna kick my daughter out on the street that just speaks volumes about you Wanda. It's sick that you would even say some shit like that.
Wanda- And why the fuck are you so open to that lifestyle?
Me- First of all, it ain't a lifestyle or choice. I ain't choose to fucking be bisexual and you ain't-
Wanda- FAGGOT! YOU SICK FAGGOT! GET OUT!
Me- Fuck you spazzing for!?! CHILL or you gonna hurt yourself!
Wanda- You! You are one of them! I should've known! Spending all that time with Jason!
Me- No baby I was just saying if I was like that. Baby you know I'm team pussy all day. I ain't with that gay shit Ight baby?
Wanda- Prove it.
Me- How?
Wanda- Walk around the room.
Me- Um okay.
Wanda- Oh baby I'm sorry. It's just I don't feel good and the baby hasn't been moving much lately and I'm just so hormonal and out of it I'm sorry I just, this is about to be the longest three weeks of my life.
Me- I know baby let's just lay in the bed okay?
As I help Wanda in the bed I notice a medium sized spot of blood on her robe. It was a dark red which scared me. She was only eight months pregnant and wasn't due for her c section for another three weeks.
Me- Baby you're bleeding...
Wanda- No its just nothing. It's probably my mucus plug.
Me- No Wanda...you're 33 weeks the doctor said you shouldn't expect to lose it until your 35 weeks or after.
Wanda- Baby I'm just really tired right now and dizzy I'm tired of yelling and arguing my stomach hurts my body hurts just let me go to sleep my body hurts.
Me- No you're losing a lot of blood something is wrong...
Wanda- Okay I'm going to take a shower...
Me- No. We are going to the hospital.
Wanda- I just need to sit the room is spinning...
Me- No. c'mon.
In the hospital
Me- Someone help! My girlfriend is bleeding a lot and is very dizzy!!! She's pregnant!
Several nurses rush to us as Wanda collapses in the floor in the small pool of blood that was still running down her legs. I was scared that something was seriously wrong with my daughter. I may lose my baby girl even before I can hold her.
Nurse- Sir come this way she is going to need an emergency c- section.
Markus- No!! She's only 33 weeks along the baby-
Doctor- Sir the placenta is detaching itself from her womb, if we don't deliver the baby now the baby could die .
Markus- But-
Everything else moved in a blur. In just minutes they sent Wanda to the OR, put her under total anesthesia and soon came our daughter. Wanda's blood pressure was extremely high, 160/100. They said her placenta was a near total separation, she lost a lot of blood and would have to go through blood transfusions. But there was our daughter, 5 pounds, 17.18 inches. After the delivery Wanda's blood pressure dropped to 110/80. Everything seemed to be doing alright but it wasn't ideal. They had to rush my daughter into the NICU because she was so tiny and was born in a traumatic way. Her lungs were so underdeveloped, her immune system was fragile, and again, she was tiny. The Doctors even thought that her actual gestational age was around 31-32 weeks instead of 33-34 weeks. I feel like this is all my fault, I've been nothing but a stress induced to Wanda and I haven't been supportive. We didn't even get to name our baby yet. Why the hell am I such a fucked person? If I was just honest about my sexuality I wouldn't be in this situation in the first place, and Wanda wouldn't have been so close to death.