Jailbird

Jason- Four

>|> I am lost. I was in jail for the past three years. During that time I learned a lot about who I am as a man and who I want to be. But during that time, I lost the one person I loved more than I loved myself. But you can't be in love if you don't love yourself. If I loved myself I wouldn't have put my life on self destruct. I wouldn't be caught up in that gang life. I would've been more worried about my future rather than drugs, money, and the next dude I was finna fuck. Ima be honest I was mad at everybody but myself for the first year I was locked up. I blamed everyone but me. Truth is I was the only person I could be mad at. But now I've been out for a week and a half, I've been trying to get myself a job, I've been trying to get back in touch with my family, and I've been trying to get back with Cedric. I've hurt him the most since I was locked up, he has every right to ignore me or hate me, I just hope that he hasn't gotten to the point yet or it'll be too late. He was my baby...my everything...he was down for me when nobody else was. But I guess I changed too fast and too much for him.
July 22,2018
1:04am
>|> I know what y'all are thinking, "Jason bro fuck are you doing 1 in the morning?" Well I'm just seeing my homeboy. That's it. I ain't doing nothing ion need to be doing.
Hector- Ahh bro wassup man!! Ain't seen you since we was 18!
Me- Ahaha bro yeah I'm Ight what about ya self? Heard you was a dad now!
Hector- Ahh not yet bro she's 33 weeks pregnant man. You know I moved up to Las Cruces I just got an apartment in El Paso for rent money.
Me- Ahh So you ain't selling dope no more?
Hector- Nah ever since my girl got pregnant I ain't wanna risk it. Man I collect $4500 from this white couple every month I'm making bank bro. They don't know the place is only $1000 a month!
Me- Man that's good. What's ya girls name?
Hector- Ahh her name Wanda. Man I can't wait to get back home I love that girl to death. I would kill any nigga who try to fuck what we have up.
Me- Yeah bro when was the last time you been up in New Mexico?
Hector- Shit been awhile I think it was when Wanda was 16 weeks pregnant.
Me- Damn bro. Well look man you know I got massive love for ya but I gotta go.
Hector- Ahh Ight Bro you want me to walk you out?
Me- Nah bro I'm straight you take care.
>|> Damn I ain't know Wanda was playing Markus and Hector. Both them niggas my homeboys but gah damn her pussy must be sweet! I wonder which nigga got her pregnant. Cause I know Hector fertile as hell, dude got 6 girls pregnant but they all had miscarriages.
???- So you out Jason?
Me- Fuck are you?
???- I'm the nigga you used to cheat on Cedric with.
Me- Mann I don't want shit to do with you nigga. You a fucking snake! You fucking ratted me out and almost had me beat to death!
???- No I didn't. Calm your shit.
Me- Nah Zarye. You gotta go.
Zarye- Jason please. I missed you.
Me- Ight but I can't keep doing this with you Zarye. You gotta move on a find you a nigga that care about you.
I followed him as he walked back into his apartment. It was clean like it always was. I couldn't help but focus on his fat ass. I haven't gotten any play since I was 18 and now I've been horny as fuck since. Just the thought of finally getting a nut was enough to make my dick throb and leak with precum. When we got to his bedroom he pushed me on to the edge of his bed and immediately got to his knees. He began to palm his silky hands along my dick print and I couldn't help but laugh. I was finally getting some male attention for the first time in three years. It felt good, I finally felt like a free man.
Me- Mhmm suck that dick man
He slowly pulled out my dick. It's been 5 years since Zarye and I messed around. Five years can do a lot to a man's dick especially if he hasn't busted in a while. He started licking my shaft when a new wave of pleasure rushed through my body. My dick was extra sensitive and wanted to cum as soon as Zarye's tongue reached my tip. I slipped off his shorts exposing his fat caramel ass. I forgot Zarye made sure his ass was always fat. Man I missed him. The sounds of him sucking my now wet dick filled the room as I started wanting more. I wanted to fuck that ass. I haven't been in a hole for such a long time I would do myself an extreme disservice to myself if I didn't take the chance now. I picked Zarye up and softly placed him on his silk sheets. I forgot this boy loves silk. I finished taking off his shorts to expose his tight hole in the middle of his golden cakes. I was hungry, and a man eats when he's hungry. I got to work fucking him with my tongue. I made good use of his vanilla lube also. I wanted him to be dripping when I was ready to give him this dick.
Zarye- MHMM FUCK ME JASON!!
I started adding fingers alongside my tongue. Zarye loves it when I do this. He was practically squirming in pleasure as he neared his climax. Even though I forgot a lot of shit, I haven't forgotten that when Zarye was about to cum, he was going to cum buckets. Finally, I was ready to use my dick. It was so hard it started to ache in my shorts, it was throbbing so hard it was like my dick was begging to be released. As I went to pull my shorts off I noticed a large amount of pre cum. Damn I must be horny as shit. I pulled Zarye by the legs closer to my dick, fingered him one last time, grabbed a condom, and pushed the tip of my dick inside of him. Dude was tight as hell, even tighter than Cedric when he was a virgin.
Zarye- Mhmmm fuck it hurts sooo good
I started fucking him fast and hard. I hadn't had ass in a good minute and I don't give a shit if I have a weak stroke game. I just need to cum. I want to cum. The sound of my balls slapping against Zarye's ass only made me pound his hole in harder. I was surprised he was taking my dick as good as he is, Cedric would usually start running. As I pushed my dick further inside him I heard a key turning in the front door. Fuck.
Zarye- Mhm keep fucking me baby..
Me- Who is that? At the door?
Zarye- Fuck! You gotta hide I ain't know he was gonna be here.
Me- Who is he!?!
Zarye- I'll explain later just please hide.
A saw a sense of fear wash over Zarye. I knew this dude to be scared of nothing. But I reluctantly got in his closet as I felt my dick slowly go back to being limp.
???- Who the fuck were you talking to?
Zarye- Baby it was just the TV it was up loud I couldn't hear-
???- Bitch. You don't fucking lie to me. If I find another man in here I'm killing you.
Zarye- Please Lamar no let's just go take a bath you've had a long day at work.
Lamar- Get the fuck off of me Zarye. Stay the fuck here.
I couldn't help but become anxious. The dude was actively looking for me, I could see through the cracks of the closet that he had a police uniform on. I couldn't make out the face but I could tell he was black. Very black. My heart was thumping loudly in my chest. I was about to be sent back to jail, my curfew is from 9-6 and it's fucking 2am. Fuck! I heard him walk on each side of the bed, look under it, and walk towards the closet were I was. Fuckkkk. He quickly opened the door looked at me shocked. His eyes were like a deer in the headlights as he looked down at my print. His look made it seem like I was way bigger than him. I couldn't help but laugh, dude looked pathetic. I saw Zarye run back in the room and he took on the same look his dude did.
Zarye- Baby I-
Lamar- Tell me why you got this half naked nigga in my closet.
Me- Sir I-
Lamar- Shut the fuck up.
Zarye- Lamar I didn't know you were coming home and...
Lamar- So you decided to sleep with another man!?! In my fucking house!?! Really? You know I go to work everyday risking my life on them streets. I work long ass shifts and I want to come home to a meal and a quiet house. Is that too much to ask!?! Is it?
Zarye- No baby it isn't..
Lamar- Then why the fuck were you about to cheat on me?
Zarye- I was just lonely okay? He just got out of jail and I missed him. He makes love to me Lamar. He doesn't just fuck me like I'm a sex toy.
Lamar- Ahaha it gets better! Not only do you got a nigga in my house, you got an inmate in my house too! Say bro, whats ya name?
Me- Uhh Jason.
Lamar- You know what Zarye. I'm done with yo ass. Go fuck around with niggas I done arrested. Maybe they'll let you live with them instead of on the street.
Zarye- No! Baby! Lamar I'm sorry!
Lamar- Fuck off of me.
Me- Aye man look I ain't even get to put my dick inside him if it means anything don't throw away y'all relationship...
Zarye- Please Lamar don't do this...
Lamar- Nah. Go enjoy some other niggas dick. I'm out. Difference between me and you is, I got money, you got nothing. See the thing is is that you love to burn bridges. But you have a good life and fuck you.
And with that the dude left. I felt guilty as fuck for just ruining a relationship but honestly I ain't give a fuck. I just wanted some ass.
Zarye- He left me...
Me- Mhm but I'm still here c'mon baby...
Zarye- Get off of me. I regret ever talking to you. Get out.
Me- Ahh Ight.
I know I'm an aint shit nigga when I want some ass. But I promise you I'm good when I'm not horny.