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AM I ????

Lynette's pov

It's been 2 days since prom and i have been getting sick since im scared what if im pregnant i dont want a baby not now maybe later but not now all the girls keep telling me i am but i dont wanna believe them me and Corbyn have a whole life ahead of us i decided  just in case to go to the shop and get a pregnancy test

Me: girls wanna go shop with me plz
Abi,ciara,danielle: sorry going to the boys house
Courtney: me and Maria will
Me: thx

We walked out to my car and got in and went to the shop to get a pregnancy test the girls were fighting about who was going to be the god mother i just ignored them we got back into my car and we went home i went straight upstairs and into the bathroom did what i had to do and wait i called the girls in bcc i was so scared and i was crying so i need some1 with me

Courtney,Maria: its going to be ok
Me: what if Corbyn leaves me *crying*
Maria: he would
Courtney: we promise
Me: dont make promises *crying*
Courtney: its time to look
Me: oh god can ye look first plz *crying and getting really nervous what if i am Corbyn's going to leave me why me*

They both walked up to the test and looked at it they didnt say anything

Me: am i *i walked up to the test and looked at it and juat fell to the floor and just cryed Courtney and Maria came and hugged me saying it was going to be ok but ik its not going to be ik Corbyn doesn't what a child now*
Courtney: u need to tell Corbyn
Me: i cant *crying*
Maria: but u need to text him telling him come over u need to help him something
Me: fine

I walked into my bedroom and went to text Corbyn

After 5 minutes there was a knock on the door this is where i got so much more nervous and scared what if he breaks up with me i told 1 of the girls to get the boor and send him up he walked in and started saying are u ok i told him to just sit

Corbyn: are u ok is everything ok
Me: C..corbyn i..im *crying more*
Corbyn: its ok shhh
Me: no Corbyn its not *crying*
Corbyn: tell me
Me: im p..pregnant
Corbyn: your lying right this is a prank right *i just nod my head and he got up and walked out*
Me: CORBYN WHERE ARE U GOING *yelling and crying*
Me: CORBYN *yelling and crying*

I just fell to the floor crying saying i knew this was going to happen all the girls came running over to me telling me its going to be ok were all here for u were going to help u true this they said go take a bath and go to sleep and great we have school tomorrow and i moved back into singing this is just great and none of the girls are in my school y u ask bcc they picked the wrong school when i told them DC Not Whatever school there in new and idk if any of the boys are going to talk to me oh how i hate my life so much i wish i had my mam here right now telling me what to do or any1 of my family or all but no there gone well not gone gone there still here with me its just i cant see them all i what right now is them anyway i walked upstairs still crying i walked into the bathroom went for a bath got out put on some pjs and went to bed