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Lynette's pov

I woke up and remembered everything that happened last night i started crying i couldn't take it anymore my life is so fucked up i hate it i went into the bathroom and went to find a razor

Me: sorry baby but i dont wanna live no more and ik u didnt have a chance but i dont wanna be here *crying*

I started cuting my arms and then legs i then pulled the pills out dizzy so i put the pills in my mouth and everything went black

Maria's pov

I went upstairs to bring lynette something to eat when i went into her room she wasn't there i started calling her name but no answer i went to open the bathroom door but is was locked i started banging on the door and then kicked it in i seen her lying there with blood everywhere around her i ran to her and screamed for help all the girls ran in Courtney called the ambulance they came in about 10 mins i called Daniel to tell him what happened so now ill the boys are coming i was so scared i started crying we ran into the Hospital and this point all of us are crying we were waiting in the waiting room on till a doctor came out

Doctor: lynette Duggan's family
Courtney: thats us is she ok plzz tell me she's ok
Doctor: she's ok u got her here in time she's awake now
Me: is her baby ok
Doctor: yes the baby is ok its very lucky to be ok
All: oh thank god there both ok
Me: can we see her plz
Doctor: sure room number is 1423
All: thank u
Doctor: no problem

We all went to find her room and when we seen it we all ran to it we walked in and i couldn't help but smile im sorry happy my big sis is ok (they call each other sis but there not) i ran to her and hugged her and i didnt wanna let go i thought i was going to lose her

Me: y
Lynette: i didnt wanna be here no more im sorry i just couldn't *crying*
Me: plz dont do it again were all here for u no matter what
Lynette: i wont
Me: promise me
Lynette: i promise
Me: thank u
Lynette: when can i go home
Daniel: i can go ask for u
Lynette: will u plz
Daniel: sure
Lynette: thx
Daniel: nb

Lynette's pov

Daniel asked when i can go home and they said tomorrow so thats good every1 went to get something to eat Maria said she'll stay with me and when every1 walked out Maria just broke down crying i asked her whats wrong are u ok and she said i dont want u to leave plzz dont leave me i thought i was losing my best friend we have been friends for so fucking long i cant lose u i need u in my life plzz dont leave u mean the world to me plzz i started crying when she said that bcc i never new how much i mean to her and i was just going to leave my best friend who i call a sister over a boy i couldn't even talk we just hugged like we didnt wanna let go she's always been there for me and for me to do that to her was fucked up i should have going to her im a bad friend i really am every1 walked in and asked us whats up we just said oh its nothing i decided to post on Instagram bcc why not (see what i did there idk what im doing my friends/cuzs are probably there like wtf what kind of friend/cuz do i have)

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Every1 went home so it was just me it just hurts like so much i never thought he would do that i guess i was wrong i was just on my phone when the door opened i looked up to see the last person i never thought I'd see Corbyn

Me: what are u doing here Corbyn
Corbyn: look im sorry i didnt mean it i didnt no what i was doing
Me: Corbyn u left me in pain look what u made me do
Corbyn: plzz im so sorry ik i did and i shouldn't have but plzz take me back i will be here for u and the baby i promise
Me: im sorry Corbyn not now maybe later on but we can be friends for now
Corbyn: at least i can be there for u and the baby thats all im asking
Me: ok
Corbyn: thank u

I gave him a smile and he hugged me i gave him 1 back he left after awhile and i went to sleep