Lesbian

The Cracks Start Forming

Hello,
I am Zippy and I am something...

I am 13 as of three days ago and something isn't right. Everyone around me is in love somehow. But I'm not, and I don't know what to do about it. My friend Rachel, who kinda sucks but she is a friend, said at my sleepover that I was just gay. Then she told the whole room she was gay. And that's fine I've got nothing against the gays, but Rachel isn't gay. Gay isn't an option.

Asking what the gay was; horrifying. I wanted to bury myself alive after all the girls started laughing.

The next days at school were even worse, girls were putting rainbow everything on my locker door. T.J., my closest guy friend ever, even asked if I was Gay! Of course I said no, because I'm definitely not gay.

There is most definitely something wrong with me. I don't like boys, and I tried to tell everyone that it was just because I haven't gone through puberty or something. All the girls said "No way Zippy! You already have boobs!" What's it matter anyhow, I don't like them yet. I just have to wait to turn around.

Why does everyone think that it matters so much, we just got into middle school and now all of a sudden everyone likes someone. I don't and isn't it ok to be behind on the love going around?

Ground breaking news.

Rachel started dating her older sister (Hannah)'s best friend Autumn! It's insane. Is nothing important anymore? Once they break up Hannah will never have the same relationship with her Best Friend. Does no one else think this is not Ok? Or am I just the unsupportive jerk who wants it to all fall apart?

I'm just gonna let all this gay stuff,  whether real or fake die down like all the love stuff.
Soon someone will get hurt and it will all be over.
One can only hope...