If I should fall... (Johnlock short)

The Fall

It hurts. Oh God, it hurts.

Sobs shake my body as I watch my best friend being taken away by men in sterile white clothing. I can't see. I can't function. It's all over. This is the end.

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I can't remember anything that happens next. They're all gathered around me. What the fuck they want me to do? Well, it doesn't matter. I can't do anything. Nothing can stop the pain.

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They send me home, not that it will make any difference. It's not home without him. I want to cry but the tears won't come. It's just numbness...