If I should fall... (Johnlock short)

A week later

Holy shit, I'm exhausted! I haven't slept at all since it happened. Every time I close my eyes I see him hit the pavement with that thud that stopped both our hearts. They've given me pills to help but I don't want them. I don't want anything. I just want him.

My mind is still racing with what happened. His dead, empty eyes fill my head every time I blink. I see the blood pouring down his pale, marble features. My best friend.