Saving Sophia

I prefer being alone.

People are just not my thing. Dont get me wrong, I have tons of friends and am sort of popular, but i still like being alone. I work better alone, no one can tell me what to do. I think better alone, no distractions. I act like myself on my own, I dont have to put up a mask. 

I love my friends. They are my family. Its as simple as that. My mom doesn't give (please excuse my language) two shits about me. My dad is NEVER home. My younger sister and brother get whatever they want, while Im left to cope. Maybe now you can see why my friends are my family. In my opinion blood relation doesn't make people a family, its love that does. I love my friends. 

Rose, Jamie, Julianna, Heather, Mattel, Madina, and Ana are my "family". They are my sisters from other misters. Rose has VERY pale skin, VERY curly black hair, and bright blue eyes. Jamie has madium one skin, straight brown hair, and brown eyes. Julianna has mediun complection, wavy black hair, and green eyes. Heather has light skin, blonde hair, and brown eyes. Mattel has dark skin, black hair, and brown eyes. Madina has tan skin, black hair, and brown eyes. Ana is of chinese haritage, but is adopted. 

Me... well...   I am pretty tall for my age of 13 years. I am 5 feet 8 inches tall. I have medium length, curly, blonde-brown hair. My eyes change color. They are either blue, green, or gray. I have full lips, fair skin, and a  small scar on the bridge of my nose. 

I don't get close to people easily. I am gaurded. Cautious. Reserved sometimes, rarley though. I am fiercly protective of my friends too. If you mess with one of them you mess with all of us. I have had boyfriends, I am not a total loner. I NEVER get to serious though. Its better that way. Maybe if the incident didnt happen then it would all be diferent, but its not. Maye I wouldnt have to fake happiness. Maybe I could stay with someone I liked. Maybe I could love someone. Its never going to happen though. Good things dont happen to bad people. I wasnt always this way. I was once happy, bubbly, never frowning. Things change. 

Its too bad that i didnt know that my small little bubble of people i kept close, and the strong walls around my heart and mind were about to be changed. Things change but not always for the better.