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"never say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting"

i end up crying again watching a movie. it was noon and i haven't got up from my room yet. last night when i kissed mar felt special. talking bout mar, i haven't seen him yet. when i woke up he wasn't there. was he trying to like stay away from me or something.
me and malcolm haven't talk or he hasn't even say an big apology or some.
does he not care me?

hours later no one stops but until i hear a knock.
"Come in" I said and he slowly opened the door.
"Hey how you doing? Um I bought movies two ice cream buckets and Hershey's" mar said as he closed the door then I moved so he can sit on my bed too.
"Oh may that's so sweet of you" I said as I wiped my tears and kissed him on the cheek.
crap.

"No problem" he said as he laid out the movies and brownies and we both looked up and smiled at each other.
"Ok so we got love Simon, to all the boys I've loved before, midnight sun, the kissing booth, the notebook, anddd five feet apart" he said naming the movies.
"Uh lets just watch them all" I said grabbing love Simon and he nodded.

We was now at the part where Simon was waiting who was the anonymous person. And I was staring to feel like some what better but at the same time I felt like I was seriously falling apart.

i can't, i miss him.

"Hey you ok" mar said getting me out of my thought.
I just nodded and half smiled.

malcolm pov.

I wasn't in the great of state of mind right now it's been a year since my mother died it hurted me so bad I haven't seen my mother since i was five.

(nd yes ik what i'm doing, it will make more sense later.)

i mustve hurt angel when i telling her what happened last night.

"Hey you ok" samy said while he was taking a hit from the blunt.
"Yea bro I just miss her you know" I said sighing and leaning.
"It's alright dude she's in a better place and always be watching over you and your sister.
And just remember that if anything happens I'll always like always be by your side" he said back making me feel better.
And it was true this man here that I was smoking with in my house
in my living room with my friend and my whole crew .
"Yea bro thanks I appreciate that you know I got the same on you too" I said smiling.
"Where are the boys anyways" I also asked.
"they went out to the store"
And I just nodded.

Later on

We was still smoking and we was high too but not just that but we was also watching Mac and Devin go to high school , I mean come on why not we was high and that shit it even funnier.

After soon we had heard a knock on the door so me and samy did Rock Paper Scissors shoot and we kept getting ties a lot of times so we both got up.
We opened the door and it was the boys, They had a cake and balloons.
Who birthday was it?
"Aye who's b day is it" I said as I closed the door and laughed going to the kitchen where everyone went.
"Go get your sister bc the cake it for both of y'all" kairi said while getting a beer for all of us out the mini fridge and ale had the cake behind him so we can't see it.
"Bro me and my sister don't got the same birthday doe" I said confused.
"Just go" mattia said and I nodded and samy and me went to my sisters room just straight up laughing.
Then we got our shit together and got sum what serious and knocked on the door.
"What do y'all want" I heard angel said she sound what better from earlier.
"the boys want you downstairs" samy said and we backed up so they can open the door.
And surprisingly she opened the door and she went to straight to hug me.
mar was jus standing behind her. what?
i didn't question it because angel was gonna start screaming and it never ends up good
We hug for a moment then all of us and including mar went to the kitchen where the boys .
" ok now" I said.
And ale put the cake right in front of me and angel.
I looked at the cake and it read ' happy birthday sweetie'
I looked up at them like they was on serious crack. Then I looked at angel and she was confused too.
"Sorry sweetie that's all they had at the moment but we also kinda got the balloons right" roshaun said talking to me.
We all looked at the balloons and it said 'get well soon' I guess they got sum what right.
After we started eating the cake and having a good time with my friends that I call family.

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mar and angel got a little thing huh.