I haven't slept in what feels like years. Well at least a good sleep anyways.
I slip out the house, trying my best not to wake the entire house up. I walk down the path going out of sight from any lights that are around, letting the darkness suffocate my body entirely.
The day I had my heart broken in to millions of pieces, I had learn to mask my face of any emotions. I also learned to shut my mouth and keep quiet unless it's necessary for me to speak. Over these past 4 years I can say that bubbly, shy, colorful young girl I was had really shyed away in a dungeon and the dark, mysterious me really came out and shone the most. Not a single trace of bubbly-ness was seen. The ridiculous part about my situation is, I haven't smiled or laughed.
I guess my pathetic heartbreak hit pretty deep, deeper than anyone elses.
Your probably wondering why Im out late at night, right? Well I'm going to this track race, I go by Hyakioro (sounds like 'He-uh-key-aw-ro') yes I am indeed a racer but I don't speak and I always where a mask that just shows my eyes, so people don't recongise me in public. I also wear colored contacts.
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Finally making my way towards the gates of the race pit I'm greeted by Quin, he's one of my only friends at the track races. But he still doesn't know what I look like or how I really sound, I mostly just nod or grunt. We' ve known each other for 3 and a half years and he's the nicest guy ever.
"You ready King?", he says while patting my shoulder.
We both look out seeing the crowd of fans an supporters all yelling out to their favourite racer. I turn around to get myself ready in the tents that are set up.
I'm not to into wearing proper gear and jumpsuits so I just slip on my black jumper that has a skull printed on and small writing under neath it saying 'Death is loyalty' all my clothes are custom made by Quins cousin Ariyah. She's pretty chill and made all my clothes, she told me that she'd make merch for me because I have a pretty big fan base, definitely not true...
I quickly slip on some black jeans that have a pattern of skulls all over and to top everything off I throw on my blue jacket to give me goodluck.
I change my normal chucks over to my black boots and make my way out the tent towards my car.
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"Finally your here, looks like we have old competitors back again.", I look towards the 'old timers' and I saw my eyes bulged out of their sockets.
I make sure my mask is on properly and keep a stone cold look on my face. I watch closely as they make their way towards me and Quin.

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RandomThis story is dedicated to my all time favourite actor Jonathan Brandis. I've always loved him and the characters he played, however this story betrays every characters emotions and the act the put forward. Please enjoy and I'm all ears for question...